only one word goes through my mind. fuck.

does every word you curse equals to a zit?
cause i've got a lot now.
Tskk.
TELL ME IT'S STRESS.

i prolly screwed up a maths.
AND I'M ULTRA SAD.
i didnt know how to do this and that
and this and that.

please tell me that i'll score for paper two?
cause i really really want my 3.
NOT A FUGGLY 6,7,8,9 or even U.

physics.
chem.
a maths.

DONE!
though i really wanna get over with this.
i think i've not mugged hard enough.
i want a 3 for physics too. :/

i think i've lost a lot of weight.
i haven't gained a pound.
now, i see my ribs poking out
and the outline of the bones are more prominent.
but the thighs are still lard.

i think it's cause everytime they ask if i had my lunch outside,
i'd say yeah.
but the fact is, i didn't
it's not that i dont wanna eat.
it's just that i dont feel like eating.
yknow that kinda feeling?
and when i'm hungry, it's at some unearthly hour.
so i rather not eat.
i'm so not dieting.
i'm just not hungry.

theoretically, it's 2 more days.
but to me, it seems lightyears away.
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