i don't feel like i'm the only one.

when you said that we shouldn't meet up so often, it made me really sad. cause i didnt want to let go of what we had together. it made me tear. it felt like i just experienced a break up.

day 1 of orientation sucked. i hated it. i was super sad. it really made my day when i met up with you guys. i mean, i really felt like myself when i was with you. but, with the OG, i didnt know how i should've reacted or said anything. we just couldnt click. and it broke my heart. i felt really unhappy.

i'm sorry for making you feel sad too. i'm sorry i made your heart hurt when i started tearing. but i couldnt help it. cause the loss was too great. i couldnt let go. i couldnt bear to let go. baby, i hope you'd always be by my side. but i know this aint gonna be possible. thanks for the 3 hugs you gave me. it comforted me. thanks for being the shoulder i know i can lean on anytime. and a listening ear 24/7.

please tell me that this is gonna stop. and we could turn back time. stop the pain, stop the hurt, let be go back to the past.

or else, please promise that this wont get any worse. i want it better. better than today. PROMISE? pinky promise?

babe, i'm waiting for friday. i love you!
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