you're a habit i can't kick

damn. i'm feeling teerrrible!!
AHHH! i just wanna start pulling all my hair out. TWINN!!
tay where are you? i wanna tell you something :/
CJ people are always so busy. so are AC people.
no. i think everyone's busy except me.
oh my i feel like my world's crashing and pulled apaaart
DAMN.

i should just harden my heart and start deleting every trace.
at least when i think i wanna regret i can't. BIRDS.
bao i need to see you now.
or i'll go bonkers. :S okay. that was a lie.
i know i'm not that fragile.
i'm gonna have eating disorders.
someone wake me up from my nightmare?
could you cheer me up? just a winny winny bit?

STUPIDDD!! i'm gonna find solace in something now. HOMEWORK.

Sarah said that mdm yati says i can lie very well in my essays.
HA!
I'M A GREAT LIAR.
she says that i don't have sufficient knowledge in certain fields but i bluff my way through throughout the essay.
so, since the markers cant find fault, i score high marks for my bluff.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH. i can lie so well

she says that i seem to have mastered it.

MASTER OF LIES, LADYSHIP OF CHEAT

I LIE. I, LIE.

WOW. i think i really can get to my goals if i can lie that well. BRAVO!
damn it damn it damn it damn it!

i'm losing it.
i lost my marbles.
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