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Moved

2007-12-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

HELL-OOOO Merry Christmas.
And I've moved over to livejournal. It's quite recent that's why I haven't been posting over here.

The new address is http://iuheg.livejournal.com (: LOVEYALL

Whatever the future beholds

2007-12-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I am so screwed. Firstly, I think I wasted my whole holiday away. Okay not wasted but partly wasted. Now, I'm thinking about What ifs :/

What if I studied a bit more
What if I wasn't that lazy
What if...

AIYA irritating ah

Stop blaming, Start believing

2007-12-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

I've got a swollen right eye again. HOW WUNNERFUL.

Lesbian Number 2
PS: DEE, don't be jealous!

See, Tabby, I cropped the prettiest picture of you i could find for your nebo card. Say thank you.

Elliott Yamin
Wait For You Lyrics

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...

This is my lesbian Number 1

2007-12-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

I, HATE chain e-mails

2007-12-08T10:24:00.000+08:00

Please STOP forwarding chain e-mails that tell me I've gotta send them in 10seconds or something bad's gonna happen to me. I think they're dumb. It irritates the hell out of me when I open my inbox and see 57 e-mails of that category. Plus it's not like I didn't check my inbox for like a week. It's just a few days! So, MORAL OF THE STORY, DO NOT SEND ME CHAIN EMAILS. I HATE THEM. AND I'LL PROLLY NOT FORWARD THEM. Unless I'm super mega bored. (That rarely happens I'll always get smth better to do) I'm a heartless freak. I don't do chain emails. Stop asking me to forward them okayyy!!! STOP.

I'm sorry it's so angsty. I just hate it. Wastes my inbox space la. STUPID LIKE HELL.

My Silly unglam partner is in Indonesia. When she left I teared. Don't know why. It was like some part of me went missing. I miss you partner. I really do ): They laughed at me when I teared la. Loser can. /:

PARTNER, COME BACK HOME? ):

>Insert
Xiao Wei's birthday surprise

No angle
With angle

Will be right back. Going out with daddy to get something.

BACK! Guess what we got? Two umbrellas from Daiso, some hanging thing and fooooddd! (: Caramel corn's nice.. But I gives me phlegm :/

MY Lesbian number 2 left for Aussie yesterday and we sent her off too. I'll miss youuu!! Have fun over there and I DON'T WANT NOUGATS.

When we sent them off at the airport, we went to check Terminal 3 out. Terminal 3 IS SHINYY! Guess what, they're gonna have a lingerie shop there. HOW COOL IS THAT. No. I think it's just out of place. Imagine Blush in T3. WEIRDD.. I'm learning to solve the rubik's cube and it's endless permutations. It's a good source of entertainment. I was walking behind Liting, Deb and Monkey Goh Xinyi and solving the cube. I almost walked into a pillar. How embarrassing. Liting saw and she laughed. :S

Cause T3 is still under renovation they've got this uneven ground. I wanted to walk to the railings and I walked into the dent. Debbie saw. :/ And she tells me that I'm clumsy. She says that I can run and fall, and get weird bruises and I don't know why. Really mehh. My condition not that bad what. I think Bruce is cute. I still do.

OHH. Debbie has a cute bald spot cause of her short hair. She was mad at me in the day cause I was poking the spot. Yknow the spot's cute.. HAHA don't be so petty la. It's fun to play with yknow. (:

The airport's a sad place and a happy place altogether. When you go to the viewing gallery, you see people standing, just staring at planes landing and taking off. You wonder if they're waiting for someone to come home or if they're sending someone away. I think it's a sad place. Bye bye.

Carnival Shirt

2007-12-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

Edited

Hey baby! Here you go. I took quite a long time doing this. Guess what I did it with Paint and Microsoft Powerpoint. Am I good or am I good? I had to crop and don't know do what ah. Difficult like hell. ): Cause I don't wanna load photoshop cause I scared my com lag. Okay so here you go and I'm going to bed now. WAN AN!

2007-12-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

We all decided to post her unglam picture on our blogs. HAHA. i love you anyway!

2007-12-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

I can't tell you how much I love these silly people. They waited 4 hours at the airport for me! The cards were damn cute. I'll paste them up on my wall! (: I LOVE YOU TRUGGERS!

I-N-D-I-A

2007-11-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO! I'M BACK FROM INDIA!

Good clean Singapore air is good for you and me.
More updates coming up!

The usuals

2007-11-19T13:04:00.001+08:00

I like rainy days.

I was looking through Kat's shutterfly and I saw my old short hair days. Uh. quite ugly ah. I kinda didn't recognise myself. :/

4 from the touch team went to OBS today ): PARTNERR!! I MISS YOU ALREADY. Xiaowei, Xinyi, Weimun and Kat. I'm so sad. It means that I won't see them till a week + 3 days later. I hope wed's training's gonna be fun. (:

Dee, Haq, Sarah and I are going to mustafa tmr. Coolios. :D

Sentosa on Saturday with the touch team

Tonic for the weary soul

2007-11-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

Why do we talk about boobs? Size, shape and saggy-ness. :X
Wo hen lei. Wo yao shui jiao. Ming tian jian.

Cho-lay's blog always has nice songs that make me feel mixed emotions I suppose?

"Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you"

BTW! Haq says that Cho-lay is like Bra in malay or at least it sounds like it. HAHAHA the bird is a bra.

Courage

2007-11-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

A quality of spirit that enables you to face
danger or pain without showing fear

Baby, don't you get scared by the fact that you don't know what you're gonna face in the near future? Well, I do.

Haq was damn bored yesterday that he came to talk to me :O yeah so we talked. And, I think I wouldn't be as courageous. Cause I'm scared. I don't think I'd be ready to face things like you two. Not the kind that I'd put everything aside. HAHA yknow what I mean. But anyway, I was glad that I told you whatever I did at least I know that if I don't, you would help me. Eventually. It sets my mind at ease. He told me not to be sad. And I said it's okay. If I'm sad I'll go and bake then I'll be okay.

"Really?"
"uh no. I'm not that retarded"
"I don't need to bake to be happy."

I find it very fulfilling to see a smile on some one's face. And, I wanna be invited to Haq and Say's wedding. REALLY! Cause you two are damn cute together. Go for it!
But I don't think I can say the same.

oh oh AND WE'RE GOING TO MUSTAFA! Haq, Dee Dee, Sarah and I!

Pretty Brownie

2007-11-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today's the thirteenth. Seven more days to go!

ZOMG. I think this girl's HOT! XD

Hot stuff I miss you ): I haven't seen you in a long long time. Since last year? Where are you.. Yknow I kinda envy you cause you get to do art like full time and I don't at all. How sad is that. :/ Anyhoos. Text me or smth yeah? Love you!

I baked today. Like the bestest. Cause I used a proper oven. Not the lao pok one I have. I went to Sarah's to bake. With dee. PRETTY!

AND. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PEI'EN!, my lesbian partner.

Training tmr (: But there won't be DBNN cause she's at OBS and Weimun's in Shanghai. So dear partner's taking charge for training. HAHAH go partner! You can do it! Yknow I look forward to every training cause I know we're gonna have fun. I love the game, I love the team. (:

eh eh monkey where are youuu. I like kinda wanna sleep early tonight..

Influenza

2007-11-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

My nose is itchy and I'm sneezing like crazy. I packed my stuff today! Like filed my work and notes in their respective files.

MUSHLOOM! I miss you! I haven't seen you for a long long time.

I'm lazy to type more cause my nose is dripping. buh bye.

Trust

2007-11-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

I just changed the layout. I think it's PREETTYY! :D
I didn't do it myself though. But I left the credits there.

I woke up at 9.00 when I was supposed to be in school at 9.00 CHAMPION. Had a quick shower then flew down to school. After the results, Charlne, Pei En, Debbie, Hui Min, Xinyi, Chloe wanted to go to Changi Airport for Popeye's Chicken. But I didn't want to. And they said that I zhong se qing you. NO LORRR.. I NEVER. I went home okayy. REALLY. I went straight to sleep. (:

Anw, Ellen's show's entertaining. My sister just told me she's 50. :O I didn't know that. I thought like maybe she was like in her late 30s? Anyhoos, she's still going strong with her partner. How cool's that.

The Chill pill

2007-11-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

Seems like everyone isn't having a good day. Is the emotional playlist playing for you too?

Yesterday, I went to Holland V with the package (Tabitha, DBNN and Monkey). DBNN says we're always free. Everytime go out it's only the 4 of us. We just played cards, Taidee and Bridge. I was on a losing streak the whole time. Damn irritating ah. Whoever was my partner, always lose. Only one time la. But I didn't even win 1 set. Debbie won all the 5 herself. THEN! I think it was some fengshui thing, then I started to win win win!! Ok la maybe for a few times. But I was on a ROLL! But only for bridge. Taidee was a loser game. Bussed back with Monkey and Tabitha. And that was it.

OH YES. Tea Party's hiring! Wanna go? If subway doesn't text/call me today, I'll go to Tea Party! I hope the pay's good cause it's kinda slack there.

Make me a happy kid again, pretty please (:

I hate the way you influence how I feel

2007-11-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

Collide - Howie Day

Hello. I decided to be a lil lesbian. I was thinking about the song Imagine Me and You, just another random thing. Then I thought of something. Yknow there was this movie, screened last year. It's called Imagine Me & You. It's about this girl, ok she's not a girl anymore. Cause she's married, and then she finds that she loves someone else. Another girl. Her wedding florist. So, it's an awkward situtation, with her dealing with her sexual inclination. That girl is kinda hot stuff. Yeah. I watched that on youtube cause firstly, it was, I think M18. And, I don't think Caro would have wanted to watch it with me. Cass would you? We wouldn't get in anyway.

I'm tired. Too tired to deal with stuff today. Don't wanna deal with you today.

I've been reading the bible, Old Testament And, I guess it made me feel stronger. Like mentally strong. Talked to Monkey and Tabitha about some of the stuff in there. Like things I don't believe what's going around, the common sayings that isn't what's in the bible.

My favourite phrase: I don't know.

I think it's just an excuse for me to run away from things I don't wanna face.
I'm sorry for this emotional post. I think I'm just tired.

Give me the courage to make me strong

SUNKISSED

2007-11-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

Set an alarm at 7 last night but woke up at 7.20 instead. Started training at 8.00 and it as blasting hot. The sun was BAD. Terrible. I think we got sunkissed. I've got a darker tan and cute rosy cheeks in 2 hours. Amazing how I can tan so easily. During training, I couldn't breathe properly cause I was having a bout of flu. BUT! I tried one! YAY! (: Don't know why but my legs kinda felt jelly when I was running to the try line. But it's okay.

They were playing 3 on 2 today. Tried a few but didn't feel that it was such an accomplishment as compared to trying on a 6 on 6 game. AND! I can't play for the Beach Touch. )): DAMN SAD! I'll be in India. ANGRY. :/ and very sad.

After training tdy, we(Kat, Bernice, DBNN, Liting) went to Fairprice at Lot 1 to get pasta and pasta sauce for our lunch! (: WHHEEE. We even got Campbell's Chicken Alphabet soup!! Bused to Tabitha's church to give her a the rubics cube, then bused down to Kat's and walked under the blasting heat to get there. But anws! We cooked good pasta and played guitar hero!! DBNN AND GOH XINYI THAT MONKEY ARE BULLIES! They didn't want to let Liting and I play )): Liting, you should break partnership with DBNN! SHE'S A BAD PARTNER! But, that thing is so addictive I tell you. Next time I'm going there to play again!! and Kat's brother is adorable. (:

I'VE GOT A WATER BABY FROM KAT! HE'S CALLED MICHEAL! Bernice's waterbaby is Mary. My sister got water babies too! We can all grow water babies! Yknow I don't believe they can change color and reproduce. Maybe I'll research on them (: Sarah says Micheal can be friends with her new guppies

I'm going to get my nice shooess tmr! Queensway!! Idk why. But I'm a happy kid now. Real happy kid. (:

PS: I'm having a lot of gas. :/ Must be the onions.

EH EH. DBNN. YOU ARE STILL A BULLY! Don't care whether you owned us or not! HUMPF!

Class dinner on Thursday at Fish & Co.

Haq's teeth really very white ah.

uh. Dee dee, why you looking at me like this?

Remember Charlie?

Idk what I was doing. But she sure looked happy!

darlings, it's an optical illusion.

Scots and Maori

2007-10-31T10:05:00.001+08:00

Some of the scots are good looking eh?

I wanna watch the sunrise with you

2007-10-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

edited

I'm blogging EVERY SINGLE DAY! How WUNNERFULL is that.

Today marks the start of "A" LEVELS. Imagine, 365 days from now, I'll be sitting for that paper. Eh. Not very far away leh. Scary. To you, Good luck!

On a side note, Coach wanted us to come up with names for the teams we're gonna send in for the Beach Fun Touch at Sentosa. Tan Shu Mei IS AN ORBEEETTT GIRL. Eh, How's PJ Hearts??? ORBEET LIKE HELL. Gag me. (I know it's Off beat. But orbeet sounds more off beat. haha) I was playing pirates. So, Pirates it is! (:

Yknow I've been in a terribly good mood of the late. I can't GLARE at people anymore. :/ Irritating ah. When I want to prove a point by GLARING. I can't. ): very sad okay. UGH. I ATTEMPTED TO GLARE AT MY MUMMY. But cannot. So, she did another "Would you like a ride" thing again. Please la mummy. I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THAT. Especially when I don't know that person. I DON'T LIKE STRANGERS MUMMY. I DON'T LIKE STRANGERS IN MY MUMMY'S CAR, MUMMY. ): I shall practice glaring. So that I can use it on mummy when she tries that thing on me again. Mummy you die I tell you. Do that again you D-I-E.

The sister is a lil crazy. She wants to watch this movie Lars and the Real Girl. Uh. Go check ti out. The lead is quite Hot stuff. (: He starred in the Notebook.

Btw, I applied for a job at subway. I so need a job.
I was reading Cho-lay's blog and I think Thai films are kinda funny and cute at the same time. Watch them with me! Uh. Anyone has the Italian Job? I wanna watch it too! I think I lost my dvd. :/

"In other words, please be true. In other words, I love you."

2007-10-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

EHH if my boyfriend sings this to me I think I'll swoon. XD Provided he can sing, that is.

Deviation; Chinese A levels are O-V-E-R! Like HELLO FREEDOM. Goodbye Chinese. I think I'd be contented with a B. But Oral Presentation's on Thursday. So, technically, it's three more days till I can pause academia. On a random note, when I was on the bus, I was thinking of things to say if i get into a fight with someone. HAHA.

Anyway, Dee Dee and I were openly displaying our love for each other in the school's library. We were hugging in the library like nobody's business. AND! I bet the big white shark wanted to come warn us about our PDA. But what can she say like

"No hugging in the library!"

Dee dee dared me to smack big white shark's ass. Guess what I was gonna get paid for it? Her undying love. Dee, I know I've got your undying love already. So, that's not much of an incentive eh? Dee dee and I were wrestling for the card in school today. She's so strong she kinda lifted me off the ground. And! We both plonked on the floor in front of muthu. UH. Embarrassing!! I was trying to get her off me but she was hugging my leg. EH. dee dee. so strong for what ah. So, I took off my shoe to get my leg out from her "embrace". Then she put MY shoe, at Muthu's. Thanks ah dee dee. I've got nut cases as friends. It's a wonder why I still SEEEM so sane.

I can't wait for Thursday. hmm. You're gonna get a surprise! (:

Stress

2007-10-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

"First you say you won't
then you say you will
Keep me hanging on
We're not moving on
Or standing still
Jenny, you got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me."
That silly song kept playing in the heads of the truggers. For some unknown reason, we'll like just start singing the song during training, when we're walking to the water cooler or smth. Damn random and retard. The song's old but still nice (:

Ok. Reality just hit me like a speeding bus on the road that "Hey! Chinese A level's on MONDAY! Hello hello!!"

Uh. I'm sorry I haven't been a good kid lately, dust has collected on the books and papers I should have been best friends with. I wouldn't think that just doing Project Work and Chinese A levels alone could have stressed the hell out of me, but it is! I'm just plain lousy then. ): Even Promotional Examinations didn't have such an effect on me yknow. More late nights coming up.

I'm planning a Class dinner on the 1st of November which is Thursday after everyone in our class finishes their Oral Presentation. I'll be booking a table for 29 at Fish and Co. at the glass house for 7. I hope everyone will come ): If I have the time, then I'll go and make stuff for everyone in class. Cause, I'm a sentimental person plus hands on, make stuff kinda kid. (: And MOST of the time, the stuff I make looks good. I'm told that I've got incredibly thick skin. Hmm. to some extent yes?

Now, it's time to get back to work darlings. STUDY CHINESE AND DO PW. UGH.

Hey there dearie. No problems for the video. Just wanna tell you that I love you so much that I'd do that video for you. HAHA. And, 5 years of friendship's more than that PW video. So, don't worry.

Meet Bruce.

2007-10-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

edited

Hello. This is Bruce.

Bruce became my friend yesterday, after the match with NYP cause a few of them were playing real rough. ): But it was okay. I kinda like Bruce cause he's cool. Fell the most yesterday and was playing like some clumsy shit for I don't know what reason. Quite a joke out there. :/ ANYHOOS, I almost scored a try. Which was irritating cause I mistook the end of the try area for the try line and i frigging dived for it. How embarrassing. And the referee kept penalizing me for not dumping the ball properly. Didn't know that I wasn't supposed to dump it square. And! I was being so dumb by getting touched when I was the dummy half. Tsk. I shall stop doing such a retarded thing. STOP.

NYP people out there are nice yknow. Well at least SOME. Those who don't touch you so hard that you fall back on your frigging ass. Maybe it's just because I'm so small ): Played soccer with the NYP people out there in the same field yesterday cause Monkey and I didn't really wanna play touch anymore. Firstly cause she was pissed with the NYP player there (the one who kept pushing me) and secondly, cause she wanted to play soccer. So we were kicking the ball back and forth. EH. I can kick rather accurately okay. Though sometimes it falls short of the target. But that's just SOMETIMES!

Dinner from Cheers outside Yio Chu Kang Mrt station last night. Kinda fun/funny cause we looked like homeless kids out there with no place to go, dining from disposable cups and bottles. I love the t.ruggers. Cool people out there who never fail to embarrass themselves in public. So, I've got no qualms about falling flat on my face during games cause I know I just provided them some form of entertainment like they provide me with. Give and take ah.

I'm aching so badly today. Must be the falls. Must be. Painful like hell yknowww. Plus Bruce is giving me quite a hard time when I walk. /:

OH YAY! I can get a new plan = I CAN GET A NEW PHONE!! YAY!!! YAY!! YAY! I'm a frigging happy kid. Frigging happy.

PS: My sister doesn't wanna look at Bruce cause she says she sees him all the time. ): But he's quite cute. Don't you think? And, I think you'll get to meet Bruce Senior, Bruce Junior VERY VERY SOON. I see them already. Baby Bruce.

Think the unthinkable

2007-10-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

eeyerr. I'm so irritated with shitty layouts ):
will just leave it to rot. RAAHH!

OKAY. totally wasted my time on this ):
and it's sooo screwed. TSK. buhbye.

2007-10-23T19:51:00.001+08:00

gonna edit my layout. change the way the boxes look.

get it prettier than before. (: Yknow i haven't showered since the time i came home. I wanna go for a run. When all the food during dinner's digested. Now, it's change layout time!

Everyone needs some Sunshine everyday

2007-10-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

In the morning, Mummy told me that I can be such an angel and devil at times. Today was an 'angel' day. She asked me WHY? eh. Hormones?

I'm in a rather happy today. Not just the fact that I Think the word is Think, that I can be promoted to J2, but for some reason Idk.

I'm gonna draw/write cards for people who are sad so that they won't feel so bad. Yknow I think we can all be promoted. So cheer up! I'll pray hard for you. PS. I don't write it for any other person. (:

Talking about praying, Sarah says that I need to read the bible. HAHAH. Cause I said "I think they shouldn't ban Gay sex" If lesbianism's fine, I don't see WHY being Gay isn't. Practice of double standards? I was told that my ideology of homosexuality is unnerving. Really huh.

Oh oh. I saw Nicole Lim Li Ru today! UH. With her girlfriend. I talked to her and made her smile. And hugged her. eh. In front of her girlfriend. I think her girlfriend was Jealous. HAHAH. I'm such a spiter. Gotta stop it or karma will get back at me and shoot me. Lim looks hotter. I think she lost a bit of weight. She felt much skinner just now. See you soon Lim! HAHAH. Then I can hug you again. Ok. Shall stop the lesbian talk. It'd freak people out.

Anw. Please start talking to each other. Making me feel )):

Tea party the last time

MUSHLOOOM. IF YOU'RE READING!!
You're not a cool mushlooom. You're a FLAT mushloom!
HAHAH eh you're super funny la. Let's get promoted TGT!

Here it goes

2007-10-20T09:05:00.000+08:00

Actually, I've got the pictures. Just that I'm lazy to post them up (:

Training yesterday was good. Partner was ((: FABULOUS. KAT I'M SO PROUD OF YOUUU.

I'm on a trying drought. ): but I suppose it's okay. We've got too many wingers anyway. I think i could get my legs back if we run like this everyweek. Srsly, I don't understand why canoeists need to run so much. I mean. You use your arms not exactly your legs when you row right. Ok, I agree to some extent that you gotta kick the K or the T. But that's kinda minute right? Unless you're damn good and you kick and row so well yknow.

ERR. My sister says ChangYu's kinda scared of me? He doesn't wanna tell his girlfriend, Claris, my sister's good friend, anything cause he thinks I'm mad at him. HAHAHA. I'm not that petty okay. And I wasn't mad at you. Just a lil worked up. I'm sorry. We could be friends? And I told me sister, that if she wanted to know anything she could just ask me straight instead of going a huge round and then asking me again if it's true. Kinda redundant right.

it's like
Chang Yu -> Claris -> My sister -> Me
Who knows what happens along the way right? It ends up becoming something else.

My sister just said she wanted to perm her hair. like BURN HER HAIR? to make it frizzy.
I think she's a lil mad.
Perm ain't that bad. BUT FRIZZ IN A BIG HAIR KINDA WAY? uh. I don't think so..
I think she's just too involved with Hairspray (the movie)

Random: You're gonna say that I'm MAD but. In the future, I think i'd be fine if my boyfriend turns gay.

Anyhow, here are the pictures. For you Sarah. (:

The TOUCH team (: only 4.

Tabitha and Charlene

Yknow Snakes and Ladders' kinda fun, for a while..

UNO stacko's not fun cause I'm always the one toppling it down. ):

BUTTER FINGERSS

Sometimes you get so tied up with your own life,
that you don't even bother about others.
How selfish.

F-A-T

2007-10-18T15:32:00.001+08:00

When you no longer train thrice a week, you become gemuk. ):
just like me!

Haq said i grew fat. And i think so too. He says my legs aren't as toned as they were and they looked cellulit-ish ): ):

I'm so sad. I'm gonna run a lot and a lot and a lot. and a lot ):
i'm fat....

I just had a cold shower. and now i'm sneezing. :/
I think i'm so fat and unfit i can just die from a cold. ):
plus i'm aching today cause of training. I'm really unfit and fat.

I've got cold feet again.

the strength to carry on

2007-10-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

With all I am
Hillsong

Into your hand
I commit again
with all I am
for you Lord

You hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever

Chorus
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you

and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever

Chorus

I will worship I will worship you forever

Chorus

They used to sing this back in AC.
I think prayers, songs and hymns in school make me a better person.
ah wells.

Hello. It's really starting to get confusing

2007-10-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

I have some serious straightening out to do

My right eye's srsly killing me. I think I could rub it till I go blind in the right. AHHH... I don't want to go blindd.. even if it's just one eye...

Cho-le ah cho-le. IF HAMA that reptile CHEATS ON YOU.. I tell you. He's more dead than he is black. We'll all go beat him up.

ANW, I'm so screwed you don't wanna know how and why. This's getting more and more sickening by the day. I hate the way things turn out.

I'm never gonna touch chinese aft As. buh bye. Gonna nap now and wake up to start on the whole heap of chinese.

PS. I'm sooo gonna go for training tomorrow and it means that I'm not going for _______g ______y

PPS. Pray for me will you?

ENGLAND :D

2007-10-14T05:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO! just hadda do this to JUST spite youu! I'm sorry i'm such a spiter.

ENGLAND WON!

for the little sillies who thought the french would win, I've got faith in my johnny! Though i know they'll not win this year. ANYWAYS, WE WON YOU FRENCH.

YAY!! And you thought we had no fight. sadly mistaken. haha ok. shall stop tearing you down.

good night. (:

crying makes you tired

2007-10-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

Sleep is good. Sleep has always been good. This week's been quite a rough week. But anyway, it's been quite a good week cause training's been FUN! (:

Just got back from tea party at sixth ave. Played cards with deebee, xinyi, puiyan and liting. I wished i saw charlene today. Dont know why she was moody during training yesterday so i sent her a text last night to send my loveee. Hope you're better today!

yknow what. I don't feel like typing anymore. Just cooked dinner for myself. I've got a feeling there's trace amounts of alcohol in the spaghetti sauce i simmered just now. I thought i tasted alcohol. Anw, Pasta for meals has always been good cause I do them well (:

Time to go back to sleep. I've been sleeping way too much nowadays. But i like :D it's barely nine, but GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

OH OH. please wake me up.. ): for the RWC at three later! :D this's gonna be good

(HEY LOVE! HOPE YOU'RE READING)
Dearest Carolyn,

Don't know what happened yesterday, guess you had a bad day. I slept before reading your text cause I thought I'll be woken up by your call. But apparently, you didn't call. So I didn't wake up. Perhaps it's this telepathy thing we share yeah? HAHA. Cause you were tired too. Will leave the talking to someother day it's never too late cause yknow we'll always have things to rant about. Though i just saw you last week I already miss you. ): Hope you're feeling wayy better today cause I do too. (: Love you more than anything! heh. See you REALLY REALLY SOON. i miss you best friend. Really really do. <3

Like no other, YOU.

the secret to happiness is to find joy in life's simplest things

2007-09-30T10:37:00.000+08:00

((: isn't it nice that you get to be happy every day? but then again, if you get to be happy every single day, there isn't any comparison as in black and white, happiness and sadness. Then you wouldn't find happiness, happiness right?

[yknow who you are :D]
Hey darl! don't be sad! Study hard, promos are gonna end soon for you right? don't get stressed over netball and such. I know that vice-capt of yours is a major bitch. I'll slap her for you okay? I'll get you loads of sweets and chocs to make you happy! (: HAHA. think of me and you'll be happy okay? You can always call and I'll be there to talk to you. Anytime. I love you much! <3

Oh oh. SOMEONE showed me this site and I think it's really really cool. It's wallets made out of duct tape! It's so cool that I wanna make one myself. HAHA. I think this's preety!

I'm so gonna get duct tape. (: i wanna go to the library to borrow books, i wanna get my sketch book and start drawing, i wanna make lil things for my lovely friends, i wanna start baking and eating so much. AND I'll grow SO fat and ugly, so that no one will love me anymore ):

ANYHOW, I'm going to vivo later to meet chloe, charlene, huimin, dee and sarah (:
happy happy happy day! (:

the best things in life are FREE.

Make you happy, everyday (:

2007-09-28T15:21:00.000+08:00

Maybe, I should just make it a point to make people happy everyday. It's very fulfilling yknow.

Woke up at eight when i slept at one? Dragged myself out of bed, ran out to get a cake, showered and flew to CJ.

it was kinda nice "HELLO-ING" everyone i knew out there. Sometimes i kinda miss STC cause everyone there's like nice and all. I guess it's the nice people thing in an ij that i miss the most cause everyone's everyone's friend. Met Edwin and Ing Hian in CJ too. And I totally walked past without knowing it was him. SORRY!

Oh Oh! AND I SAW TEDDY, CHERYL GOH, CHERYL TAN, LIN HUI, DOREN, NENG KIA, LYNETTE, YILIN, PEARL, GERMAINE, DEAREST DAR and CASSYLEE! (:

Yknow I'm happy that you're happy. Cause you're my happy pill. Cass was kinda shocked to see caro and I. Practically made her swallow all the cake before her NE paper. Shared the cake with her classmates and stole her away from them after the paper to lunch with us. hurhur. These two people make me really really happy. like ultimate happy cause when i text her sometimes or when i talk to her online, i'll start smiling to myself. When you end your promos, i'm booking you for ben and jerry's at cathay. ((: when i'm with them, I can act like a kid and do retarded stuff cause i know that they'll laugh at me and do retarded things too. HAHA. We're gonna grow old together and die together. can we get buried together too? haha. I WANNA BE IN THE MIDDLE!

Tomorrow's your birthday. But you need to study. Considerate kids like us didn't wanna waste your time so it's HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA LEE YUN YUN today. No, not that you're that guillible. I didn't bake the cake.

anw, THIS'S FOR YOUUU!!

hey love,

Just wanted to say, thanks for being there for me always. yknow I love you so and I know you love me back. I know how mega thickskinned I can be and thanks for putting up with my rants, my complains, my nonsense, my whinnings, my good days and bad, my everything. Thanks for making me happy when I'm down, cheering me up every single time though it's not everytime you succeed, but it's good enough. (: Thanks for being so patient, thanks for talking to me. Thanks for Ben and Jerry's ice cream... Thanks for coming down when I need you, sending me home when it was getting late and I know it's scarier for you to get home yourself.

You'll make me smile when you try to act shy and your "huh-i-didn't-do-anything" look. I missed you like crazy when we weren't in the same JC. but it worked out when we met every two weeks. haha. my dosage of happiness every fortnight.

Yknow I wanna grow old with you and caro and we would be happy three friends till the end of time. No matter how hard I try to forget your birthday it's gonna be tough cause afterall, yours just ten days after mine.

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PROMOS and we'll do our crazy stuff when you end.
till then i'll miss you! (:

<3 Happy Seventeenth

KID.

2007-09-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

Promotional Examinations are over.

Sometimes, I just wanna be a kid all over again. Not that I'm no longer acting like a kid, but just being a kid all over again, doing kiddy stuff like jumping in puddles, stepping in squares when you walk, just being happy and contented when you get offered a sweet, say anything you like and be so blunt and honest cause the world out there ain't that complicated to you. You don't put on a facade to hide, people ain't that difficult to read. Every thing's genuine. This list can go on forever.

Actually, innately, i think everyone wants to be a kid all over again, not conceited, not complex, not plastic... Every one's nice to everyone, no hidden agenda. None at all.

When I feel like hearing this song, it usually means I'm moody. It's an old song. Nonetheless, I still like it.

Too close for comfort
McFly

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget, and yes, I regret all these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving me,
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes;
I watch as you cry, but it's getting late

(Chorus)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort, driving you home?
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me?
Now that I find that you've changed your mind, I'm lost for words,
And everything I feel for you, I wrote down on one piece of paper,
the one in your hand
You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go

(Chorus Two)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort, driving you home
'Cuz I'll never know, ooh, yeah

All this time, you've been telling me lies,
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,
And when I asked you, I knew I was right,
But if you turn your back on me, now,
When I need you most,
But you chose to let me down, down, down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?

(Chorus Three)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in, yeah, yeah, yeah-ah
What was I just about to discover?
And I got too close for comfort, driving you home
Guess I'll never know

till the day i find otherwise, I'll love you till tomorrow and beyond.

tell me i'm not just novelty to you

2007-09-21T19:13:00.001+08:00

(edited)
HELLO! i've been really really happy these few days and i think overdose of happiness can make you really really really tiredd...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAR,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEVEEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEDORA!

happy birthday myself.

thank you! you guys really really made my day (:

in no specific order,
thankyou:

majella,
qianqian,
zachary,
sarah peh,
elaine toh,
carolyn thang,
goh yilin,
sim swen,
deniseyang,
maria heng,
debbie,
anonymous,
vincent,
yun yu,
cassy lee pok pok (haha. i just had to say that.),
ying juang,
pearl,
edlyn,
hafiz,
qian hua,
wei ting,
jeanette,
madeline,
shu shan,
pei en,
hui min,
rathi,
weijie,
yan ling,
caroline,
hao zhao,
faiz,
crystal hong,
nerissa tang,
jia rui,
eloise,
yu shan,
yvonne boey,
violet,
fedora,
shawn lee,
elaine kho,
kylie yong,
sarah cheng

sorry if i missed you out! yknow i appreciate all your midnight texts and all (: i didnt reply all of them cause i was uh. lazy. heh. but yknow i love you guys all the same!!

thank you thank you.

HEY LOVE

2007-08-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

hello the sleeping world out there.
it's twelve twentyfive and i'm here typing and starving.
i know i shouldnt be here typing at this lappy at such an hour when i should be studying and doing my chem tutorials. but i just felt like doing this.

i'm not that tired as i thought i would be. Today was an okay day. just that i felt extremely bad for not studying for the recent bio lecture test yesterday. i feel horrible for being so indifferent about my results. AH WELLS. it's not as though i could turn back time and study even though my eyelids swore to weigh me down. I think i always give up on myself. i need my motivation, take away my distractions.

yknow what, i'm gonna walk out to get some food from the 7eleven nearby. cross my fingers i dont meet anyone strange.

hey baby, september's on it's way!

:DD EXHILARATED

2007-08-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

I'm mega happy (:
thanks for making my day!

SEE, I was really sad and tired cause firstly, I just got back from Tioman at around 8pm on sunday. I was really tired and I hadnt done all my work. I was frustrated. Anw, I went to bed. Actually, till now, my camp clothes are not in the laundry yet. HAHA.

Secondly, I haven't seen Cass and Caro for a long time. I guess my definition of long is really quite short. A few weeks? or maybe a week. But anyway, I spent like most of my time in Tioman missing them. HA. HONORED?

OK. so when I got back to school on monday, I was EXTREMELY TIRED. AND UNHAPPY. I needed someone/thing to cheer me up. I texted bao and she tried. anyhow, it didn't help. I was so tired I didnt even wanna do PE. HAHA. and I told Mrs Lim that I was not feeling well. and she excused me! ZOMG! one of my texts went

"i want ben and jerry's :("
she asked why every msg i sent had a :(

Had charlie chan's chem tuition aft school. Cabbed home cause it was the first day of the lunar 7th month. all the spirits and all is really scary okay. ANYHOW! reached home at around ten, showered and went to bed. I srsly did nothing.

So, today, I saw caressa (cass's sister). and i said HELLO! and she passed a tub of ben and jerry's to me!!

ZOMG! it was from bao! :DD
she's damn sweet luhh!!

hahaha. sarah says it's from my lesbian friend. HAHA. jealous HUH!

I LOVE CASSANDRA LEE YUN YUN! XD

I had ben and jerry's and I'm really happy. REALLY REALLY. REALLY.
will go to Ben and Jerry's one day with cas and caro. (:
this saturday? HAHA. i miss guys!

RUGBY

2007-08-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

Rugby

(rŭg'bē) A game played by two teams of 15 players each on a rectangular field 110 yards long with goal lines and goal posts at either end, the object being to run with an oval ball across the opponent's goal line or kick it through the upper portion of the goal posts, with forward passing and time-outs not permitted.

hello! self declared off day from school today! (:
had a good sleep for the first time since forever.
talked to bagus online last night (: i miss him and his retardness.
tsk. he told me he would have cut his matters short to come for the gathering if he knew i was gonna be there. HAHA. such a compliment eh? Silly rugger. retired ACS rugger at that. HE'S A FAT BEEFCAKE now. just like haq.

Bagus's the 4th guy from the left in the second row.

Vincent's the one who's neither in the first or second row. i counted him as the 3rd in the second.

HAHA. i miss the AC days sometimes.

I dont really feel like studying today. :/
still gotta pack my bag the the 4-day tioman trip in malaysia later.

I'm suddenly pious.

here it goes! (:

Who am I
Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

I think I've got lots to thank God for though.

for my friends, my family, for all that I've gone through, for all the choices I make, for all the great people I meet. (:

Bao did this. (: and, I totally forgot it was one of my friendster pictures.
I LOVE YOU BAO!
I'LL DEDICATE ONE WHOLE POST TO YOU AND CARO YEAH! :D

wally!

2007-08-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

i want a new wally!
Isnt this pretty? I like the red trimmings. (:
i wanna have it for my birthday pretty please? :D
i've realise i always get a wallet for my birthday.
i want a watch too! the one from franck muller or the titus one with a leather strap!! (:
ZOMG! haha so much for my seventeenth.
but anw, i'll be contented with just friends and a cake! (:

i've got loads of work to do. ): buh bye!

I HATE BIRDS!

2007-07-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

Daddy's too much! ): He tried to bribe me to take care of his pet birds while he's away on a business trip. I'm a good kid. I tried to take care of them okay.. Yesterday I was lazy and I didn't take the water container out to refill water for one of the birds. So, i poured water into the cup and tranfered it over slowly cause i didnt wanna scare the damned thing. When I was halfway there, the bird started flying about. I had a big shock and I ended up watering myself. UGH! :S Okay, so today I wanted to fill up the seeds for the birds to eat. While I was trying to bring the cage down, the bird started flying about. Damn. I was mega frustrated. I tried my best not to frighten it and what do I get? jumpy nerves and water all over me?!

DADDY'S BIRDS BULLIED ME! I HATE BIRDS! :((

I was angry that i started to cry. I didn't even bothered looking for the number for the overseas call. So, i called daddy's Singapore number.

"I'M NOT TAKING CARE OF YOUR BIRDS ANYMORE ANYMORE ANYMORE!!!"
" THEY'RE GOING TO DIEEE!! :("
"YOUR BIRDS BULLIED ME! I DONT WANNA FRIEND YOU ANYMORE DADDY!"

i hate birds. i hate birds i hate birds :(

rawr.

rugby carnival (edited)

2007-07-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

i wasn't meant to play the rugby game today. I was meant to be a water girl like the last contact match, stone, and take photographs. BUT. Azra couldn't make it today. So I had to take my boots and gear up for the match. Love, yknow my stamina's like SHIT. cause i havent been training for so long, MIA-ing. So, i wasnt in exactly the best condition to play. but i played anyhows!

zomg!! we got to like semis and played with Rj which we unfortunately lost. Thank God i stopped the girl from scoring another try. but i scacrificed my legs. But it was all worth it. (:

The rain was an on off thing and I have no idea why i'm burnt. ):

There's this weird thing about me yknow. For every competitive match I play, I need to be either injured or shed some of my DNA to the field. New bruises, new scratches, just name it. I've got them all. Funny eh? I think i'm just accident prone.

Went over to Kat's place aft the competition cooked our own pasta! (: it was good!
and yknow whattt! rugby girls are well-rounded! We can cook, play instruments, study and play rugby! We're THAT good. HAHA.

Will load the pictures aft Kat uploads them. (:

Here's the pics katty loaded!

Ruggers can cook! so can you!

bernice, xiaowei, me and pei'en

xiaowei kissed me!! HAHA no. it was a camera trick.

for more, go to http://www.checkoutmyspace.shutterfly.com/action/

Bao was/is damn nice. (: She misses me okayy.. haha and she agreed to go for charlie chan with me.
shit. i'm getting this deja vu thing. not a good omen!

nehh mind. Bao, will go have icecream with you when we're free okay?
now, it's time to studyy! (:
<3

2007-07-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!!!!
qian invades again!!!
gehui is busy. and i am talking to her on the phone right now. alright. bye gehui. and i am NOT typing nonsense!! HAHA!!
:))

Be a better boyfriend

2007-07-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

Today's an OKAY day on the account that I only saw my eye candy once ):
HAHA. oh well. and it was from a far okay. plus, i wore my super mega unaltered long skirt. And, the weather was very hot. I was tired. I couldn't sleep again. I wonder what's wrong. It's been going on for days. I was srsly tired that I headed to bed after writing one GP essay! But I couldn't fall asleep. I think I got this weird sleeping disorder from someone. HAHA.

Chem today was bad. I was totally dozing off even though it was an important lecture. Sigh. Gotta buck up now. Cant fail math, chem or bio. Needa catch up with work AND sleep.

GP today was about RAPE. haha. What a great topic to talk about huh. I did the presentation for the group and it was uhh. totally sacarstic. haha. great entertainment value and filled with words as daggers.

Some one texted me last night after not texting me for 3 days straight. Hmmm. I thought that was weird. Why, missed me huh. HAHA okay. It was meant to be a joke I don't think you'll be reading this anw. Right? Okay. I think I sounded really cold and unfeeling in the last reply. Sorry. I hope your knee's better alright?

I'm happy! (: always will be. at least for now, no one's gonna make me sad.

Isn't it sweet that your boyfriend's reading a cleo magazine cause he wants to know more about girls and so, become a better boyfriend? Hover doubting the authenticity of his intention, it's really nice that your boyfriend thinks about you all the time. Don't you think? To be thinking about ways to become a better boyfriend is just plain sweet.

but see, if you have a girlfriend, she wouldn't have to read a cleo mag just to know more about girls! cause she already knows right? HAHA. Instead, she can spend more time with you! saves a whole lot of trouble. OK. it's just my warped thinking.

First day of school

2007-07-16T17:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA I've realised how many zillion typos I have.
Liar into Lair, realised into relised. You get what I mean.

Okay. Back to school since eons. More than 2 months to be exact. Inclusive of the June hols, exams, my chickenpox? YEAH. I totally lost touch. DANGG! I failed Chem and Bio. ):

HAHA nehh mind. my overall's like 51?! thank you. I think it was really bad.

Today's a good day though. Managed to catch up with life in college and not be left there in the blistering sun to dry. (Don't you think the sun today's so HOT?!)

Dee was reading this cleo magazine. there's this part on horny people you see. and I was asking her to decipher this part for me. When I knew i laughed out really loud and we were at the corridor. uhh. there was this class next door and I totally embarrassed myself. In the first row was the J2 butch. OMG I could just die. You should have seen how she looked at me. EMBARRASSING!

Dinner last night was good! (: hmm. Mad Jack's. My sister ordered Chicken with creme. She was totally binging! Fries, fries fries! Carbo load in sucha form?

I wanna get this imported tea they served at Mad Jack's. Caramel tea and Blackcurrent tea. (:

okay. embarrassing part again. They bullied me to go order for them so I went to the counter and went,
"uhh Cheee-ken with creme"
zomg. then i realised how awful it was.
"I mean chicken with creme"
trying to cover my blunder. for pete's sake! i had no idea why i said CHEEE-KEN!
it's like ji ken. yknow chinese translation of chicken, ji? yeahh.

Pinched from all around, fries, chicken, fish and chips and my main course!! (:
Chocolate fudge cake. WUNNERFUL?
it was not bad. really rich though. i'd prefer black forest.

wanted ta head over to Cold's Storage to get the imported tea cause I bet it'd be the only place near bukit timah that stocked that up. Mummy was being lazy and didn't wanna drive. So she gave us a choice.

HOME? or Island creamery?

Logic tells you Island creamery right?
hmm. (: had my strawberry sobert! I love soberts!
Mango lime from Ben and Jerry's? (: I was wearing the STC sec 1 orientation shirt last night. I saw this senior who graduated 2 years before I did. I recognized her. I think she did too. She looked and me and I looked back. HAH. it was kinda odd cause we held our gazes for quite some time.

okay. She's cute in the andro kinda way i guess? i heard she was with someone in STC when I was sec 4. HMMMM. haha oh wells!

damn tired. will take a nap and get on with mugging! (:

Qian! take care yeah? you gotta be well before you can lunch with me again ):
i miss you like ABCDEFG!!
OKAY! i love you! (:

Over you; Daughtry

2007-07-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

breakfast: Jelly and coffee
lunch: Jelly and maybe tom yam cup noodles

HELLO!
I'm amazed by my ability to get over things so quickly.
What doesn't kill makes you stronger!
I guess next time I'm sad I'll take at most an hour to get over it. HA. how unfeeling can I get.

I know how intolerant I am to coffee. i get the runs. but it's okay! as long as i stay awake right?

birds. I've got so much to do.

1) Chem tutorial
2) Chinese homework (which's a lot)
3) Math tutorials (can't find the older ones so gotta redo)
4) Econs tutorials
5) GP essay
6) Bio essays (2 more left)
7) catch up with all my subjects

the sleep debt 've incurred is crazy. :/

People make my day (:
flower text to say that she missed me. HAHA.
esh told me she missed me too! (yeah on the account that i said i missed her first. so not really counted.)
sarah told me that my eyecandy turned to look at me! heh (okay. I dont really bother. but at least it made me smile)

I was sad last evening. for a while. I went to my sister and said
"i'm very saddd.." and started tearing
"huh. why?"
"i don't know..." actually i knew why. i just didnt wanna say

she asked me what i wanted for dinner i said
"jelly..."
she bought them for me. grape and peach marigold jelly :D
i was happy.

ANW!
when i gave my sister the rose i bought, she was happy.
when i gave mummy the rose she asked,
"recycled one huh. some one gave it to you then you give me."
ughh. so unappreciative.
"no. i bought it. to cheer you up and make your day. but you hollered at me in the phone. so i was unhappy."

i guess she felt guilty for hollering at me.
"waste money."
"ok lor. don't want huh. finee..."
I bet she was happy.

You see, sometimes people don't say what they mean and mean what they say.
Just gotta read between the lines. Sometimes people have reasons for why they do or say things. Some day you might understand. But most of the times you won't.

I can't for next week to end even though it hasn't even started.
Can't wait to see my lovable friends again. CASSY? CARO?
I'm dating you on saturday and sunday okay? if that's possible. oh no. saturday cannot. ):
it's sunday then!

Do you know what you want in life? Do you work towards what you want? Or do you just sit around dreaming that it'd come true. SOMEDAY.

Get off your butt and start working!

I'm in a reflective mood.
I feel like being all argumentative now and start bitching. But i'm contented. i've got simply nothing to bitch or argue about. HAHA.

i'll just remain Happy (:
HAPPY BUNNY!

I miss daddy too. :(
DADDY! MOMO MISSES YOU OKAYY..
Daddy's the only one who'll be as crazy as me and drive me out in the middle of the night for supper cause i wanna eat prata.
i told mummy that i wanted to eat prata at eleven last night cause all i had for dinner was jelly.
(but i didnt tell her i had jelly for dinner. she'd start all over again about eating proper. haha)
she told me she was tired and i was crazy. HAHA.

i really wished i could drive. :S

2007-07-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

I don't know why. but stupid tears are flooding my eyes.
I'm not happy now. not now.

Salad making

2007-07-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep again last night. I was thinking.
I had a dream. HAHA. smth about valentine's day.
Crystal called me at 7 in the morning and i picked it up.
i wanted to wake up at 8. had to be in school by 9.45

She was looking for my sister. I was mega tired. It took me such a long time to get to sleep. Passed the phone to her and went back to sleep. Snoozed the alarm trice. I swear i was in lala land until sarah called to ask if i could bring a knife to school for the salad. Dragged myself out of bed. Thank God she called or else i'd be so late.

anw, walked to the bus stop and tried waiting for the bus. but it was taking eons to arrive. cabbed there and reached at 10. the uncle missed the turn. But he didnt' charge me for it. spent around 5 plus for cab fare. i thought it cost less.

yadda yadda. too lazy to blog about the salad making.

went to Lot 1 to get lunch with sarah. Had lunch at Hong Kong cafe. There was this butch at the cafe. When i looked, she was looking back at me. UH OH. but nothing happened anw. Aft lunch, we went to get bubble tea and we walked past this florist. Got 2 roses for special people. (: flowers do cheer people up and make their days yknow. i was just being sweet. HAHA.

aft that, went to the watch shop and fawned over the pretty watch i want mummy to get for me for my birthday. heh! Homed!! (:

Today's an okay day. but i was feeling much happier just now. OH WELLS!

take this if you want! if you get the first question wrong, you're dead meat i tell you! HAHA.

Create your own Friend Test here

Would you be there

2007-07-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

Okay see. I'm blogging for the third time today. That's how distracted I am.

I like this song so much I played it again and again and again. HAHA.
The lyrics are kinda sweet. But oh wells! Here it goes.

Redwan Ali
Would You Be There
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

you're a habit i can't kick

2007-07-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

damn. i'm feeling teerrrible!!
AHHH! i just wanna start pulling all my hair out. TWINN!!
tay where are you? i wanna tell you something :/
CJ people are always so busy. so are AC people.
no. i think everyone's busy except me.
oh my i feel like my world's crashing and pulled apaaart
DAMN.

i should just harden my heart and start deleting every trace.
at least when i think i wanna regret i can't. BIRDS.
bao i need to see you now.
or i'll go bonkers. :S okay. that was a lie.
i know i'm not that fragile.
i'm gonna have eating disorders.
someone wake me up from my nightmare?
could you cheer me up? just a winny winny bit?

STUPIDDD!! i'm gonna find solace in something now. HOMEWORK.

Sarah said that mdm yati says i can lie very well in my essays.
HA!
I'M A GREAT LIAR.
she says that i don't have sufficient knowledge in certain fields but i bluff my way through throughout the essay.
so, since the markers cant find fault, i score high marks for my bluff.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH. i can lie so well

she says that i seem to have mastered it.

MASTER OF LIES, LADYSHIP OF CHEAT

I LIE. I, LIE.

WOW. i think i really can get to my goals if i can lie that well. BRAVO!
damn it damn it damn it damn it!

i'm losing it.
i lost my marbles.

mind boggling

2007-07-13T07:44:00.000+08:00

why do some girls search for their prince charming on a white stallion,
some yearn for their knight in shining armour?

reality is, there arent enough to go around. stop finding solace in your fairy tales. you know they differ too much from the truth.

i'm sorry to shatter your dreams, to tear them apart.
i didn't have a good night's sleep last night and couldn't sleep without the lights.
i remembered how you talked me through the night and how i felt so much better that i could dream. yeah. the truth is, i dreamt of you.

last night, i tried to sleep. but i couldn't. i was feeling sore and bad about what i did and how i did it. you aren't the only one who felt sad. i felt sad too. i cant sleep. but we'll probably get over it. i'm not everything to you anyway.

i guess i didn't know how much you meant to me.
but it doesn't matter now. at all.

ugh. get over it. dumb ass.
i couldn't sleep! damn.
i hate myself. thank you very much. i've got some issues with myself.

"just another someone to remember"

OH SOD IT!

random (edited)

2007-07-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

have you ever thought that you could and you would spend the rest of your life with just this one person?

i think i do.

oh oh! i just redid/improvised/reinvented my layout.
i think the green's so pretty!! (:
and the lil figurine's done by yours truly. leave a tag if you want it or some others like these. i think they're adorable. hur.

i think i'd like some pink. heh. i guess i'm really turning damn girly now. oh no.

i'm on a diet

2007-07-11T12:59:00.000+08:00

HAHA. i weighed myself to find that i'm a frigging fourtyseven. :S
damn sad. gotta lose all my flabs. yknow i dont really know where all the fats are.
cause apparently, i dont see any boobs or a butt. HAHA.
so it's kinda impossible. okay, maybe it's my ex-sprinter thighs. THUNDER THIGHS!
haha. i guess some form of X-training will do the job!

yknow, i've never ran non-stop for an hour. at most, fourtyfive? hmm. i should start my hour regime eh?

>someone's not replying me and it's getting on my nerves. ugh.

>have you ever wondered? which is worse? someone leaves you for a guy or someone leaves you for a girl? haha. i suppose it depends on your gender and your sexual inclinations/tendancies eh?

i cant wait for all my chicken pox scab to drop off and die. ugh. i really look hideous. :/ even more so with the scabs.

i wanna go shopping. can you believe it? i havent been out of the house for more than a week. it's really isolation. :( i cant wait to get out of the house and the first people i wanna see is you and you!

i dont wanna eat anything except jelly beans and my marigold jelly. i feel like a kid. okay maybe some black forest cake from prima? i want some ruffles too! BBQ please? my sister owes me jelly. heh. jelly jelly jelly for me!!! :D

FRIDAY!

2007-07-10T12:12:00.000+08:00

needa go back to school on friday cause i need to take orals!
dont wanna go to the exam branch just to take sickening chinese A orals.
HAHA. mummy says that even if i haven't recovered fully and will still be contagious, i should just go back to school cause it's such a hassle to go to the exam branch. HUR. what a mother i have.

if i go back to school on friday, then i'll go to see moh with sarah on protein synthesis. yknow i havent even read it yet. so i dont know if i will understand it myself without external help. so.. i'm gonna read up on all my notes, chem, bio, math, chinese, gp.. UGH! so manny..

anw! i texted the both of them last night. you see, i was looking through and sorting some pictures on my desktop, of which i havent been using cause of the existance of a lappy. then i saw the pictures we took eons ago and some of the photographs at weddings and videos at gramm's funeral.

i sorted them into folders like council, track and field, friends and family. when i was done, i renamed the folder, "friends" to "100% happiness". then i realised how much fun we had together and how much i missed you guys. and then i started getting all emotional. HAHA. so i texed caro and bao, i miss you! i really meant it. can you believe we've survived half a year being so far apart and not seeing each other for almost everyday in our lives. quite a feat. i thought i wouldnt live past this. ugh. i wish i could see you at least once a week. ):

anw! today's shan's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN!
i'd get you a pretty present and i've got smth in mind already. just that i cant go out to get it cause firstly, i've got chicken pox and secondly, i look hideous. i miss you too twin!

hah cant wait to hear all the gossip back in AC! haha i've got stuff ta tell you too! (:
<3

was looking through the pictures and i found this. HAHA. i remembered how little we drank and how much fun we had. HAHA. hilarious.

SARAH CHENG! if you're reading, look at how much my cousin looks like the marcus in the campus superstar thang! LOOK! haha.

my search for goodlooking sordna

2007-07-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

haha. read sordna backwards.
i realised stc really kinda cultivates such a THING.
yknow. sometimes it think it's kinda sick, but it's also good in a sick way.
well at least you wont be so receptive when it come to matters like this, it's more like being exposed to different types of things arnd you eh?

but srsly. haven't you realised how many people who've graduated from stc who actually stay that way and actually look good the way they are? hot people ehh. was blog hopping and found blogs of people who graduated years before i did. they are good lookers. HAHA. andros, passives, actives, butches.. whatever. but most of them either turn andro or actives. and they look damn good. :/ oh wells!

but they remain rather warped. in the s-t-c way. haha if you get the drift. i think some of my friends will stay this way. or become more andro in a way. oh wells. as long as they're happy and comfortable the way they are, i'm happy too! (:

haha that's the good thing about blogs and links. they link all around. the links take you to people who've graduated 5 years ago, to people who are just sec 1 and are all related to the school. i guess that's a way to find out how people are doing now. yeahh. and see how they're screwing up their lives with cigarettes, excessive booze and clubbing.

you see, i've got nothing against booze and clubbing even underage booze and clubbing. it's okay to drink and club. i guess it's all for the fun of it. but not excessive booze and clubbing. and i dont see the point in cigarettes. underaged or not. it's just dumb. cigarettes are just dumb. the worst ever invention. kills your lungs, your brains, your teeth, and gives rise to air pollution. only disadvantages no advantages. WHAT'S THE POINT? but i guess once you get hooked it's tough to be unhooked again eh? silly people sucking on a cigarette.

haha. i remember yunsan telling me what an attractive jawline kim chua has.
HAHA!

i guess there's some things that aint gonna change in stc for a few decades i suppose, the fundementals of S-T-C. but i guess it's that thing abt stc that sets it apart eh?

i guess when i graduate from college, and go back to teach, i guess i'd feel at home again with the environment. HAHA. i wonder who would wanna go back with me to teach?

i heard that loads of people went back for syf night. haha. should have been fun seeing all the familar faces. i miss stc. A LOT. actually, i guess it's the people.

oh oh. sarah says i can be promoted. i passed the 2 h2 and 1 h1 criteria. i passed all my h1s i guess. YAY! (: GOTTA WORK ON BIO NOW! (:

loads of work to catch up :S

CHICKEN POX

2007-07-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

alright. see. i've got chicken pox.
you gotta be thinking, chicken pox at this age? seventeen?

uh YEAH! i wish age could give me immunity man. UGH. thanks to my sister for bringing all kinds of weird stuff home. stupid eye infections and now, CHICKEN POX.

I HATE CHICKEN POX! )):

told bao bao that. and she told me to cheer up. it'd be gone in a matter of days.
BAO. I WISH! )):

oh wellls. so i've got eleven days of MC = eleven days of slacking around
eleven days of catching up to do. AHHHHH!

MABEL! thanks for sending me my stuff!
damnit. i hate being away from school for so long.
gotta pay for stuff, do stuff. i wish i had like no work cause i'm a sick kid.

i hate school ):

HAPPY DAYS

2007-06-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

HEIIO!
haha. that's what garret will say.

HOW DO YOU SPELL HELLO?
H-E-I-I-O!

HAHA. what a sweetie. Haven't seen him for ages. EVEN MUTHU ORANGE SEES HIM MORE THAN I DO! tsk. Best friend has a boyfriend = no time for me ): haha oh wellss..
NEH MIND. thurday and friday was MEGA FUN! okay lets see!

THURSDAY.
went to the hair dresser's with kid sister, went to ikea to supposedly get a bed or two?

THEN. Sarah called at 1.10
"Where are you?"
Damn. every time she calls it's nothing good. Either i'm late for something or i forgot an appointment.
"UHH. Ikea?"
"WHAT?! then are you coming for the lecture?"
"huh?? i thought the lecture's at two?"
"no.. it's at ONE!"
"HUH. but the board says two."
"aiya. come at two then."
"orh."

i feel damn shit that i'm so blur. Sometimes i dont get things done it's not because i'm lazy. Most of the times, i dont even know i'm supposed to.

HAHA. i'm so sorry that you've got a friend like me ):
Got to school at 1.45? HAHA. Had great lunch at Ikea and daddy dropped me in school. ran up to the LT and plonked myself in some seat beside Zhong Ri. HMM. then later i found sarah and dee. so i sat near the steps beside them. Yun san and yilin wanted to TALK. HAHA. so they asked me to sit in front with them. Every time they talk to me, it's nothing but lesbians, butches and Andros. What a Hot topic eh? So hot that we got so animated the lecturer was STARING. not just once, but 3 times? He stopped talking quite a few times though. HAHA!

okay! then aft the pw thing we went back and i took a shower and met in town. see, my phone was on a low battery stint. SO, i didnt even know where we were supposed to meet! SMART EH? so. when i was JUST about to ask sarah where, my baby died on me. UGH! so i went around wisma, taka thinking, HMMM. maybe i'll see them. OR maybe i'll see a friend then i can borrow a phone! BUT NO. i didnt. I thickened my skin and went to some random shop which wasnt crowded like Mango or Zara and borrowed a mobile from the shopkeeper. She's so nice luh!

Found them at tangs the lingerie section. HAHA hot stuff! calvin klein's lingerie's damn nice. ): I WANT. i got this camisole from pull and bear. just a plain black one. we changed in the same changing room which was so squeezy! Mind you. changing rooms are usually for one. not for three. and apparently they arent as spacious as those at Robinsons?

Met Lin hui, Jamie, Elaine, Ying Min there. and elaine couldnt recognise me cause of my bangs. :/ cam whored like crazy. and there were a few DAMN HOT photographs.

and i saw my white cotton pants i wanted since a million years ago ): ugh. it was like 63? oh wells! i think my brown cotton ones from island shop, even the original price was not like that.. i don't remember. i don't really remember prices. Shopped and hardly got food. So, by the time we went around, only from Tangs to Taka, it was 9.30. the shops were closing. ):

met my cousin. and i srsly didnt see/recognise her. sorry... went to coffee bean for a drink. at ten, we were off to return home.. got back at around eleven. stonned and slacked, showered and stuff till one? and went to bed.

FRIDAY!!!
comfortable silence

I was a nice friend okay. HAHA. went to mac ritchie to fetch my darling cass from training. Waited for her for an hour?

Met the AC rowers there and i got to know some things (;

hurhur. babe cut her hair AGAIN. haven't met her for a few days? weeks? yeah weeks.
HAHA. missed her like crazy. you read that? i missed you like crazy! waited for her to change, and wash her dirty feet. Man. she doesn't know how to wash her feet. she didnt even wash the dirt off. HAHA. but anw she got it off with the help of yours truly.

made our way to the bus stop to head our way down to ikea! haha. that kid was betting with me that we would reach the place before 7 or at 7. she said before 7. and we did. and now i owe her a drink. she told me that aft she met me she's been talking NON-STOP. HAHA.

wow. i've got such an effect on people eh? HAHAHA. we really rattled on non stop aft we boarded the bus. then she proclaimed she was tired and had to rest her mouth. HAHA. but the tiredness weared off i guess.

so we got to the bus stop at 6.58? and she was being an ass. HAHA. she got off the bus and ran to the bus stop. stood there. took out her phone and pointed.

"SEE! before seven!!!"
"okay okay. you win.."
such a kid.

walked to ikea, had hot dogs and she was trying to squeeze loads of chilli on my hot dog. tsk. so, i did the same to hers. HAHAAHAH. her hot dog was damn ugly! HAHA but it wasnt chilli i was ketchup. i was bullying her as much as she was bullying me.

HAHA darling! we're quits! got cass's favourite rubber band sweet, i wonder if it's even called a sweet, and chocs for 1/3 of the 3. HAHA. we're such adorable kids. we cheer our friends up alright. even if it means going for a home visit.

HAHA.
i called her home to make sure that she was home her sister, esther picked up the phone.

"HELLO?"
"oh hey esther, is your sister at home?"
jie jie!!
"Wait!! dont call her!"
"HUH?"
"UHH. is your mummy at home?"
"ya"
"is your daddy at home?"
"ya"
"ohhhh." cass as laughing away while i was diffusing the situation to make it less obvious. how apparently failed.

love texted me saying

"HAHA. my sister said you called to ask if everyone in my family was at home. My mum thinks you want to rob our house!"

HAHA cass and i decided not to reply. we wanted to give her a surprize. but it was too obvious anw! HAHA. we missed 195 cause lovely cass didnt wanna run. haha so did i. so we waited for the bus for abcdefg long. And it was drizzling. so we decided not to walk.

finally the bus came and we hopped on. got to her place and we went
"ROBBERY!"
haha. caro expected it anw! HAHA.
we passed her chocs and invited ourselves into her house.
HAHA.
talked to her parents and all. they're a damn hilarious bunch.
we crapped a lot and cheered her up.
LOVE! that's what friends are for alright?
HAHA.

Gave cass and caro a hug. i'd prefer it to be longer. but we were rushing for trains. ):
oh wells! BUT FRIDAY WAS LOVE! haha.

SO, these two days apparently, are kinda the happier days of my life.
HAHA.
see how easily contented i am?

After friday, i was thinking. I guess my friends really mean the world to me.
they really really do.
cause without them it's like a world without colors, dull and uninteresting.
So i texted saying that we should just be friends.
cause at this point in time, my best friends and my studies mean the world to me.
you said you'd wait.
i'd prefer you not to. cause ultimately, i'm not the relationship kinda girl.
i'm the friendship kinda girl.

Guess that's all i wanna say.
BUT i hope my happy days arent' over.
it's just the begining! (:

((:

2007-06-25T12:33:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for the title. I don't know what to type.
anw! ONE MORE PAPER! JUST ONE MORE!

my mum's an old bimbo. here's the conversation on the phone.
situation: no lunch, mum's buying food back. we wanted chicken chop.

me: geyi doesn't want fries. she wants more coleslaw.
mum: HUH?
me: she doesn't want fries. she wants more coleslaw
mum: HUH? (i bet she was thinking, what does that mean??)
me: NO FRIES. JUST COLESLAW!
mum: oh.

yknow it's frustrating to talk to my mum sometimes. she's like innately, BLOND!
thank God i wasn't born that way. UGH.

you see, there are many things i wanna get done. but most of the time they don't get done.
i lose interest easily and you gotta keep me going by enticing me or whatever.
here's a list of want i wanna do!

1) paint my room in earthy tones (: (it's apple green now)
2) re arrange the furniture perhaps give my room a make over?
3) start painting again. (my canvases, acrylics)
4) cut up some clothes and make them wearable
5) make or design stuff
6) get my driving license
7) get my car
8) start a cafe
9) go back to school to teach.. eh. PE? haha

you see, it's like quite a few eh?
i know i'll do 6, 9,7... but the rest's like wth.
i wanna do them. but yknow the heart is willing but the flesh is weak. i'll prolly give up halfway.
it's cool to drive to work when you're like just 18?
HAHA okay at least i think so okayy.

my sister's damn shallow. sometimes it just irks me to find her so spoilt and pampered. HELLO! did 3 years of difference make my sister become like this? just cause she's uh. the youngest she's got to have the best huh. wonder what my future brother-in-law will be like. maybe i wont have one. UGH.

actually, if i think abt it, MAYBE, just maybe, my dream that i married a girl wasnt a nightmare. It was just a fantasy. i wouldnt mind dating hot butches. HAHA okay. enough. I wish i was still in stc. and i wish i were in cj, sometimes. HAHA. at least i could go home with you for another 2 years eh?

HAHA. i miss you!

i like my hair the way it is now. i want it longer. my ponytail's long! I WANT IT LONGER!
haha.
sometimes i like the way things are. just the way it is.

ELLEN DEGENERES!
i was thinking. if we had a talk show host like her in Singapore, do you think people will accept her for the way she is?
i think not. although i will.
Most Singaporeans are just too receptive and traditional to accept andros and lesbians in their sheltered world.
Dont you think?

when all else fails, you know you've got me

2007-06-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO!
I should just change my mobile plan i'm exploding my bill with excessive text messages. It's kinda horrifying. :S

YAY! i'm damn happy that mids are gonna be over though i haven't started bio and maths AT ALL. but it's okay! (:
i've got today and the weekend for chinese and two more days till wed for bio!!
I MISS YOU BAO BAO!
I MISS YOU CARO! ):
but when i end my mids you guys start your mids. ):
OH NO!
then i cant see you for lunch, dinner, brunch, tea, breakfast. MEOW.

birds. ANW! majella tayy! DONT FEEL SO BAD! i feel like rubbing it in but i know you feel terrible. cheer up alrights? it isnt that bad. at least you and him arent like tgt or what right? at least you arent two timing!! THAT'S THE WORST! DONT! call me? (:
love you!

rawr. sometimes, i really think why cant everything be made simpler?? HUHHH??
oh wells! make merry while you can!

be happy kiddos!

Nightmares

2007-06-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

had a dream? I think it was a nightmare!!
I dreamt that i married a girl! ZOMG!
I woke up thinking that it was real. i was totally freaked.
I was married to a girl.

I think i dreamt of that cause of a post i read last night.
I'm sorry. I really don't know what to do.
I do care. But, I just dont know what to say to make it all okay.
I'm a mean pok. I just dont want it to continue this way. I'd rather make you sad now than later when we've got so much to reminise.
Many times i wanted to text you back. But, i didn't.
I'm a heartless sod.
i'm sorry.

i told caro about my dream when i went for tuition.
she said that it's cause i thought so much about it that i was lesbian in my dream too!
hahaha. i think i really am cranky.

oh oh. i got new slippers (:
a white pair from litmus. YAY!
and i painted my toenails black. they look nice tgt! (:
i was damn nice anw! i got my sister a pair too cause they were cheap and nice! (:
from litmus too. i liked the pair but it was too small so i got it for her to cheer her up.
haha. my lil sister's having chicken pox.
i'm so gonna have that soon. ):
ANW!!
i'm gonna get a car! (:
whee! haha.
ZOMG. i'm damn happy.
and i'm sorry. ugh. hate this.

uh huh!

2007-06-16T11:11:00.001+08:00

You hate me?
the feeling's mutual.

HAHA. this isn't directed to anyone. I just felt like typing that. It's another random thing again.

oh no. i'm cranky.

HAPPY THREE FRIENDS!

2007-06-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE GOING OUT TGT!! (:
IT MAKES ME HAAAPPPPYYYY!!
hahaha.

even though we dont see each other that often anymore, we're still damn tight! (:
LOVE YOUUUU! hahahaha.

cassyy! THIS'S FOR YOU! (:

I'm addicted to a few things.

1)shaker fries
2)tom yam cup noodles
3)m & ms
4)green tea

i like this song. HAHAH.

Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?

2007-06-15T15:11:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN(peiying) AND MY WIFE(jeanette)!

haha. i remembered your birthdays cause they fall on the same day and they're damn cool!
middle of the year middle of the month!

HAHA. i love you both! (:

I'm fine alone, always been.

2007-06-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! (:
as real gases deviate from ideality, REAL GUYS are like that too!
As I've assumed, all guys are bastards. and there's no reason why they should deviate from the assumption.

Girls can live well and happy without the existance of such arses. On the contrary, guys will Die without the existance of girls! So, if you're nursing a broken heart, my dear, fret not!

What doesn't kill, makes you stronger.

Guys are just bastards. They neither think with their brains or their hearts. if you get what i mean. it'll be kinda crude to spell it all out.

have you realised how many times you've apologised to me since the time we met? I've never had someone apologise to me so many times in such a short period of time!

ANW! another reason why girls can survive without them. we've got each other.

Q: Why should you turn lesbian?
A: Guys are bastards.
(sarah, you wouldn't wanna read this. HAHA)

back to my point, i still hold to my stand, GUYS SHOULD CRASH AND BURN.
and as my sister said, All guys should die.

UH HUH!
Don't come to me to nurse your bruised ego.

I'll never do it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!

2007-06-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

OKAY. THIS WHOLE POST'S DEDICATED TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAN QIAN! :D

i texted you a few mins early but neh mind! I STILL LOVE YOU! thanks for listening to my non-stop rants and my nonsense but i know i'm extremely entertaining. RIGHTT??

HAHA. ANYHOWS! please take care of your almost dying ankles, you're not gonna walk by the time you're 50 when you're killing your ankles this way. AND! i'll watch your match one day okayy?? PROMISE!

uh. stop laughing at my hair i know it's adorable. and i am not short. YOU are short. i'm just shorter.

haha okay. i love you and happy 17th!

((:

2007-06-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

cass says i'm petty cause i'm not pretty )):
tsk. and she says she's not petty cause she's pretty. ZOMG.
HAHA.
called cass when she was halfway through chem. SHE WAS DYING!
so funny. She sounded asleep when i called. I almost told her to go back to sleep. BUT anw! After talking to me for a while, she woke up. HAH. I told her that i should do call her next time when she's halfway through chem or studying. Then she'll have the motivation to carry on! THAT ass, said she'll call me in the middle of the night. but anw! CASS, i'm usually still awake. HAHA.

YAY! i'm going to have dinner with YA YA YUN YUN tomorrow! whee! :D

OKAY. NOW, it's time to complain!

BLOODY FAGGOT.
irritating piece of ASSHOLE SHIT!
he JUST HAD TO keep tapping his feet distracting me from my train of thoughts during chem mock exam. DAMN YOU. i just wanted to box him in the face and WRING HIS NECK!
FOR SOME FAGGOTY REASON! I'VE SUCH SHIT AFFINITY WITH HIM!
DAMN IT. i saw him when i was with shan, saw him when i was with caro and cass.
ZOMG. cant tell you how shit irritating he is. caro, sarah, dee and probably his whole class in SA wanted his head on the platter. MORON.

ok. i feel much better! (:

i'm happy yknow! besides that incident, which i know i'll forget soon enough. I'M HAPPY!!!
i think chocolate really makes you happy. HAHA.

TWIN!

2007-06-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

met twin on a friday.
went back to stc to collect our certs.
HAHA. it was long due for collection though.
studied in the library. I miss STC. I REALLY DO!

HAHA. caught up with shan and stuff.
i realised that we're really kinda similar.
AT LEAST, we aren't that socially receptive about inter-racial marriages
we wouldnt mind having spounses of different race.

we were talking about inter-racial marriages at dinner. my sister shared my thoughts on such marriages.

mummy: you gotta choose properly.
sister: so you think so easy huh. like shopping for groceries, everything displayed on the shelf?
mummy: ya.
me: then what if they are hidden behind?
mummy: then don't choose those la!
me: but those at the back have longer shelf life yknow. they all have expiry dates.

my parents are really traditional. They aren't racists. but they just don't think well of such marriages. I think there's a serious social problem. look around, there arent many halal places to eat. they do not cater to the needs of all the people. It's inconvenient and difficult. But why aren't we doing anything? it's just plain unfair. I believe my parents aren't the only ones who think that way too. I think it's a big social problem that people do not accept such ways.

It's said that Singapore has the many inter-racial marriages. But why are some citizens still so receptive and unforgiving with such an issue? I think it's sad.

HAHA ANW!
i'm really serious about having a cafe. REALLY.
haha. and shan and i wanna have a site which sells things that we make.
i like designing. i like making things.
but i guess everything's just gotta wait.

photographs in a mirror

2007-06-07T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hey love, how cool is this?
HAHA. Sarah thinks it's very cool. Just that I didn't bother to look into the mirror.
HUR. I was being a spoilsport.
NAH. I wasn't feeling photogenic that day.

okay. So, I watched Shrek yesterday! No. Not alone, though I REALLY didn't mind, I watched it with my darling sister. It was not bad though. (:

Alrighty. Away with the unhappiness. When I said I wouldn't text first, I, uh, broke my promise.
I wanted to shoot myself. HAHA. But we got it all sorted out.
and YES, I'm the meanest most insensitive girl in the whole wide world. Don't see what's so attractive.

I'm a misfit. ZOMG.

Oh. I was searching. and under misfit, I found this word. Screwball.
HAHAHA. It's such a cool word. SCREWBALL.
you! are a screwball! haha.
OKAY. stop it. I think mathematics' getting into my head. Damn.

"All guys should die."

HAHA.

yeah.

HELLO LOVELIES!

2007-06-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

Damn it! UGH.
don't like me ≠ don't text me
don't like me ≠ no longer friends
and no. I'm not gonna start texting you first.
Shit. I sound like some love deprived MISFIT.
OH NO. oh fine. I'm gonna get over it. I'm a strong girl.
And like I said, I've got selective amnesia I'll forget it easliy

I'm kinda deluded yknow.
Oh yes. I've finally really really realised I C-A-N-N-O-T, CANNOT study at home. I'm a sad, distracted, deluded sod. I will look at my notes, do some sums and then, LOOK AT MY TOES, GRAB SOME SNACKS, PLAY ON THE PIANO SOME RANDOM SONG THAT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD (yes, i play the piano) and the list goes on and on and on.

IN CONCLUSION, I, didn't do much today. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I = RETAINEE = GOING TO POLY NEXT YEAR.
I dont know what's with me and equations now. I reckon it's all the functions I've been TRYING to do.

I hate myself. why why why.
I wanna watch shrek. I will watch it myself TONIGHT.
I've never watched a movie myself. It'd be a new experience!
There's always a first time (:

ok. sad, distracted, deluded sod. It's time to TRY to mug AGAIN.

This was the random song that was stuck it my head. -points animatedly-
CLOBBER IT WILL YOU.

just DON'T

2007-06-06T08:42:00.000+08:00

have i told you how HOT Keira Knightley is??!
SHE'S SO HOT! SHE LOOKS LIKE SHANE! zomg. lookie! -points-

And, I still think Shane's mega hot. ):

I'm trying to type properly now, with all the caps and all.
I hope I wont fail terribly. ANWHOOS.
You won't be reading this anw. But, just listen to advice.
Don't like me. (I'm not normal! AND I'm Really mean and all.)

So many fishes in the sea,
choose one.
Just not me.

I think, the REAL reason is, I'm not ready for a relationship. I guess I NEVER was. They're always screwed up for some warped reason. HAHA. Oh well, so, DON'T.

OH. is my new layout cool? I spent like the whole day fixing it. OKAY. I suck.
HAHA. alright. TIME TO MUG!
retainee, NOT ME!

feminist. TOTALLY!

2007-06-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

ripped this off from lynette's blog.
IT'S INTERESTING!

This is how you piss a guy off

He: Do you mind if I sit down?
She: Do you mind if i say no?
He: Can I buy you a drink?
She: Actually I'd rather have the money.
He: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
She: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.
He: Hi. Didnt we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
She: Must have been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
He: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
She: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
He: I think I could make you very happy.
She: Why? Are you leaving?
He: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
She: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
He: Can I have your name?
She: Why? Don't you already have one?
He: Where have you been all my life?
She: Hiding from you.

HAHA. seriously, i'd like to meet like minded people.
feminism. THE WAY TO LIVE. (:

oh. i've put up halo scan! (:
but till i find something else to take the present tag board's space,
i'll have it there.
so.. please use the halo scan! (:

oh yes. who's hahaha?
do i know you? we spent time together?
and. if you were my friend, hot is the last thing they'd describe me with.
yeah.

breaking bones, breaking hearts (edited)

2007-06-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

i deleted the first part. just didnt want that to be read.
HAHA anw!!

i wanna have dim sum for breakfast tmr. heh.

cloudy! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!
why did you havta tell me you had dim sum for breakfast?
I WANNA HAVE DIM SUM!
HAHA.
even though i just saw you yesterday, i miss you already.

MAJELLA TAY!
stop mia-ing. WILL YOU REPLY ME??
bitch. HAHA.
miss you too <3>

Over You

Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

And what you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought to doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes, so I could see
That you were never the best for me

Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you
I’m putting my heart back together
Cause I got over you
I got over you
Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

it's a monday.

2007-05-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (:
i'm finally posting after mia-ing for a long long time.
i was just plain lazy to log in and type.
i dont understand why they've gotta make us use our emails ta log on.
sucha hassle.

anyhows! (:
I'M REALLY HAPPY!
i'm gonna watch pirates later. hopefully.
went to school for nth anyhow. there was bio lect and i knew nuts about it.
i thought there was GP but! THERE WASNT!
UGH. so i went to school for NOTHING.
to think that i woke up early for NOTHING.
ah wells. it's okayy.

i wanna add some stuff to my layout. it's a tad too plain.
yknow i think i should study and not sit arnd to slack.
oh oh. my show's last eps is today!
GOTTA WATCH IT MAN! (:

cant wait to have supper with the cousins.
HAHA aft today then maybe we could. (:

sat's game was good. although i didnt really want to have all the bruises, scratches and ripped skin. BUT, it's okay!
OH OH. please return me my goodie bag... ):
i just want the carnival shirt.
pretty please...

oh yes. i'm sorry for not replying the tags.
the board's a lil screwed.
heh. i'm bumming and i dont wanna change it. sorry!

baobao. BET you're sleeping now.
HAHA. hurry hurry reply me okayy.

bruised tailbone

2007-05-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

my tailbone hurts. i think it was from yesterday's tackle.
oh oh! today's contact match was cancelled! i was sooo happy!

ah wells! i came home early today to sleep and then study! i'm such a good bao! (:

anw, this's random. but, i don't believe that a guy can be so into a girl.
i don't believe that he'll ever be sad cause he broke up with a girl
i don't believe that a guy will ever treasure his girlfriend so much
and i dont believe a guy can love that much.
i think i'm trying to say that guys are kinda cold blooded, void of love?
i'm generalizing this statement cse i know exceptions.

BUT

i mean srsly! i think guys aren't trustable.

i'm feminist. SHOOT ME.

i've got loads of work. and i'm a tired bunny.
RAWR

BANGSS!

2007-04-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO!!

i miss bao bao! bao do you hear me? i miss you!

caro came over to stay for the weekend (:
YAY!
we talked abt scandalous stuff. but we didnt get to drink.
cause we were all too tired. so the drinks are STILL chilling in the fridge.

i trimmed my long fringe short. and i've got BANGGS!
i srsly look like a bun. a BAO.
)):

i hope it growws!

sylvia talked to me online.
she said "nice pic there."
"thanks"
"humping her?"
"NO."

i dont think we look so wrong in the picture!
RIGHT?
sandy!! ni zai na li?

training tmr. YAY! (: FUN FUN FUN

it just feels so right to have you beside

2007-04-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

NI HAO! (:

i havent been blogging for 1237094512 years. not that it matters but yeahh.

school's getting better. and contact rugby's DAMN FUN! (:
i love touchdowns (: whee!
but i'm mega rough when it comes to tackling. SORRY!!
my finger hurts like shit. i think i kinda injured it. so now, i'm trying to write with my left just in case. so, for this week, if i'm writing damn slow and having ugly handwriting yknow why. (:

oh yes. apparently, i'm uhh. the assistant class manager. how great it that. and i feel guilty for that. 'cause rui wen and mabel were running for it. and uh i happened to pop out and run for it too. and i got voted for the post. i'm sorry! i know it's kinda weird saying all these but i feel bad.

i wrote 14 things on my to-do list. i only did 2? it's difficult to write now with my finger in pain.
and i slacked the day away, sleeping and watching televison programs which werent very interesting.

OHOH!!
I WANNA GET RED CONVERSE CANVAS! (:

they're so PRETTY! and striking! and i wanna get the adidas watch too. in RED too please?

training and school work's crazy now. sometimes i get home so late that i'd rather camp in school and not go home. is there such a program? sigh. i wish there was smth like that.

HAHA. sarah, if you're reading, your eye candy and i were training on the SAME field. and i saw him training! haha
ok. i agree he's cute. when he's training he's cuter. HAHA.
and i'm not gonna put that picture you posted for me. it's mega stalker!!

there's a lot of tutorials to do!
and one tip for school!
if you're having a late night, coffee will help.
but too much will leave you HUNGRY!
and never try getting home at 11pm aft a study session, and mugging till 4am
i did that and i DIED.

friday's sports day at stc. i wanna go!
actuall, i miss wearing the ij blue ):

i love you with every beat of my heart

2007-03-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

hello world! (:

today, i got caught, AGAIN, for my skirt.
FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME, my skirt is NOT short.
it's totally an OK length.
SERIOUSLY, take a look at the OTHER pj girls in school.
their's are like HIKING UP THEIR THIGHS. and my skirt's showing none of mine.
GET THE POINT?

ugh! and how unlucky can i be that my math lecturer today is the DM??
oh wells. he told me to go to the general office to get a skirt. HELL NO!
i'm not THAT dumb. saw cherry at the cafe, exchanged skirts with her.
it was loose that's why it was long. it was like at my hips and if i didnt tuck one side into my fbts,
uh. only a few steps could strip me from my bottoms.

yeah. i FLEW HOME TODAY! yay! (: i love getting home so fast. whee!
HAHA.

oh oh. i talked to caro on the phone yesterday (: best friend! i miss talking to you and hearing your voice la! )): i miss you!! you must meet me okay or else i wont forgive you luh!

cas's a gem (: i love her loads. HAHAH she was texting me that her bus was taking so long to come. and i read that text like 23 mins aft? HAHA. and i was ranting all about the skirt and stuff. oh oh. FRIDAY'S SPEECH DAY. and aft that i'll go out with themm!! whee!

SHAN/TWIN (: i know you'll be okay. come for speech okay? or go to cj to watch the road race on friday? we can meet cas then go to stc tgt (: alrights? then we can have supper tgt and just EAT. haha. alrights? (:

qian! hurhur. i didnt reply you did i? i dont think i did thoughh. sorry! heh. uhh. why didnt you get caught? i thought you said that the teacher was standing at the gate when you walked in? that's odd. AND YES. you are RETARDED!

HAHAHA.

class's getting much better. but i think sarah dee and i are quite mean to this particular guy. HAHAH. but he's kinda a pain in the ARSE? hhahaha oh wells!

HAQ IS SO FUNNY! so is his friend whom i call YAYA! hurhur.

yes little things do make me happy.

baby, i'm just being gullible and naive.

2007-03-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

it's over. and i'm facing reality, head on.

2007-03-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

baby, i'm over it. i'm facing reality
and i'm getting myself used to the place.
no matter how many tears i shed, aint gonna bring the past back to life.
i'll miss all of you guys at ac, i'm really happy that i met all of you, and you guys impacted my life,
BIG TIME.

i'll just havta cope with whatever i'm given now,
cause it's God's plan for me. and i know He'll guide me as i tread this path.
although it's a different place altogether, and i've gottta meet different people, start all over again,
i know all of you guys will be rooting for me.
a different environment, different faces, a whole new renewed, enlarged social circle.
thanks for the memories for the past 2 months.
although i can't be there for the next one and a half years with you guys,
i'll always be there for you! (:

hey there! (:
thanks for all your support, encouragement and love.
i wouldnt be ALIVE if not for you.
haha. i would have died of a heart ache. (the first in history)
i'm better and i'll be better than ever,
stronger than ever. trials make people stronger right?
i miss you. A lot. and thanks for lunching with me, letting me bully you, listening to my nonsensical rants, my irritating whines, and putting up with all my rubbish.

there's so much i can say.
thank you. and between now and then, till i see you again,
i'll be loving you.

love,
me <3

HAHA, i'm sorry. if you guys aint able to make out any sense with this post cause i aint providing the info, hmm. i'm now in Pj. SO YUPP (:

oh yeah. i tried to reply on the tag board. but i dont know why my posts never show up.
i'm sorryy!

replies:
yilin! (: hey there babe! i miss you truck loads! and yeah man! muscles!
haha. <3

qian: hey love. i miss you too. thanks for today. thanks for everyday. you know i'll miss you everyday. and i know you'll do the same. and i'm happy i wasnt emo in front of you. cause it'll totally ruin your day. HAHA. i'm sad no longer. yknow i cant bear to keep up with emo-ness for too long! i'm not that kinda person. baby, i'm sunshine! (:
i love you. i really really do! <3

D-BOAT :D

2007-03-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

i heart D boat mann!
WHATEVER IT IS, boat A rocks la.
yesterday just aint our day. that's all! we can do it mann!
we are rockers! we do good sprints.
HHAHA. i think i'm a little burnt from training yesterday.
and i think that d boaters are quite hot.
oh mann! you should be at kallang la. so many eye candies. WOOTS!
cutest butches man! HAHA i'm so lesbionic! HAHA. but they are HOT. not doubts.
my left butt aches like crazy and it's only one side of the butt. THE LEFT.
and it's really weird. cause now i think that my left butt is bigger than the right.

now, my arms are HUGE. larger than what i used to train.
but i know i'm stronger than i used to be!

and when we did warm ups yesterday, my butt hurt like crazy.
THANKS MAN QIAN. you wacked it the other day. and it hurt la.
now one big one small. YOU GOOD.
YOU GOOD AR.
i'll kill you on monday.
pop out from the back and slit your throat.
watch out mann!

i'm removing my stiches tmr! (:
i dont think i can train tmr.
school ends at 1610. the dental's at 1630.
training's at 1640. oh wells!
mtay! text me k? i'm sorry i didnt reply!
training at KALLANG. hahaa.
only you know.

tmr's the last day at ACJ. with SD1.
i'm gonna miss you. i will.

5-day MC!

2007-02-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

YO BABES! (:
i've got a 5-day mc! whee! ok.
this's how the story goes.
i removed my wisdom yesterday.
they were HUGE! the dentist cut my gums and sawed it, and struggled to get it out from the gum it was embedded in.
no wonder she thought i was mad when i wanted 4 removed at a time.
it hurts like crap and the trauma is CRAZY.
i was trembling when i came out. and my face was so swollen i looked like a bao.
but a cute one at that ((:
haha. the numbness went off and when feeling came back, it really hurt. HURT!!

5-day mc to recuperate, (: and to catch up with work.
but i'm going back on founder's day. it's gonna be fun i hope.
whee!

heh, thanks for texting and remembering surgery date! (: haha <3

BIRD! even though you were a day late, at least you remembered! (:
i love you much! <3

i dont think i can make it back to ac.
i love the d boat team. i love the boat.
all these makes me wanna stay.
but it's alright if i get to pj anyway. (:
touch rug! (:

i'm an emo wreck

2007-02-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

good things never last.

just like how happiness is short lived

babes, i'm emo
CNY celebrations at AC was mega fun luh!
ALL THOSE WHO WERENT THERE! you guys missed out on the fun!

back to stc to meet up with cass, shan, laine, jiang, cheryl.
coro to collect shan's stuff. island creamery. towned to shop.
i think it was the lack of sleep this week. i've ponned training for this whole week.
i'm just not in the mood. i know WTH. training also must have mood? YEAH. you need mood luh! OK. i'll make up for it alrights? promise.

aft towning with caro, jella and cass, i became more and more emo. to the extent i didnt talk at all. sorry! i was real emo. it's the i dont know what got over me emo-ness. ended up tearing. i'm sorry i just had loads on my mind. my heart and soul was disconnected. you know that kinda feeling. heart ache, heart break ): MEOW. i dont know how to put it. but i felt really sad. ever since v day. ever since this week. if you knew all these, i think you wouldnt have said anything at all. and i rather you didnt.

ah. shit. i hope the emo-ness fades away.

baby, this sucks. big time.

cas, thanks for being with me all the time. i know that i'm sucha horrible bun/bao. always happy and unhappy. right? but thanks for being there. really. <3 (: thanks for enduring my freaky mood swings and crappy times. the times you wanted to strangle me. but dont die ok? haha you gotta die in my hands and only in MY hands. MUAH HAHAHAHA.

i fought with my sister again. i know gramms supports me. cause my younger sister's really a pain in the arse. jella tay can totally vouch for this. you dont know how patient i am. and when i'm really pissed with her, THINGS happen. i'm irrational when it comes to anger management.

haha that's smth you gotta know mann. prospectives, take note yeah? HAHA.

darl, if you knew that this whole while i'd been faking my smiles, my happiness, i'll tell you the reason why. cause i'd rather be happy than be sad for this while, and not drag anyone else down into my pool of unhappiness and start wallowing in self pity. cause just as happiness is contagious, depression is contagious too (yknow not in medical terms but you know what i mean). i'm trying my best not to lose faith and hope. but it's difficult with such mind boggling things floating in my mind like moss on the pond. you know? cas, i'm sorry for dragging you into my bout of depression just now. i hope i made up for it later. right?

i'm trying my best to be a happy bunny. that's why i try to smile and laugh just as i used to.

bao bao!

2007-02-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

meow. i wasnt feeling happy yesterday.
today was fine though. but i'm so ignoring you!!!
HAHA. too bad too bad! I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO YOU! roar.

tsk. i'm the smallest person in class yknow. ):
and they say i look like a kid with my bag.
hurhur.
HAHA. so adorable huh! (:

yay! i'm meeting birds tmr! <3

QIAN INVADES!!!

2007-02-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO GEHUI!!! :)
HAPPY (belated) VALENTINE'S DAY!! alrights. it is so random. but yeah. i shall say something 'nice' about you!! hehe...

erm. erm....
Gehui is a really nice girl who likes to give that innocent look to people and that look had alr helped her escape detention twice which will give her one demerit point. haha. amazing right. oh wells. thats her way of escaping from the DM. haha. so if you want to know how she does that. well, ask her personally man. haha. cant believe she was such a guai girl LAST TIME!! haha.

just want to say that i will always be here for you yeah? cheer up if your feeling sad!!!
-loves, qian :)

when bao met cloud and wind! XD

2007-02-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

if you love me this much,
i miss you THIS much.

oh yay! today's such a fun day.
fun day = funny day!
V day's coming. i <3 I'VE GOT A PRESENT FOR YOU MY DARL! :D

ponned pe today. didnt feel like moving at all. HAHA. we crapped and laughed till our tummys ached like shit. NO SHIT MANN! hahaha!

ELSON SAYS HE WANTS TO GET ME A YELLOW ROSE! yay! XD

aft school, i flew down to town to meet my two cuddly friends! HEH, i promise presents for v day. i promise. I MISS YOU GUYS LUHHH!

i love going home with cass and caro. we laugh like crap and make a lot of noise.

HAHAHA.

anw! i love you muchy!
i <3 1SD1

eye infections :S

2007-01-31T14:13:00.000+08:00

bird knows how much i whine and how much i can whine.
HAHA. i'm sorry luh. yknow this's what happens when bao's very upset.

okay.
yesterday! SCHOOLed.
TAY came to ac to wait for me! YAY!
had maths tutorials and it was super fun. chem tutorial was crazy. we laughed A LOT and we had so much fun luhh. MY CLASS, I <3! we had fun bullying mr HO and making fun of his IQ questions. HAHAH so now, vincent's the BETLE NUT BOY. hahaha!

math tutorials was okay. the sin cos graphs were fine. xiao ming picks things up fast. HAHHA. i didnt have to like keep explaining. YAY! smart people. xiao ming = cong ming? hahaha.

took a bus with tay to queensway. i thought that we were nearer to Ikea than the shopping mall, so i wanted to go eat hotdogs there. we ended up buying A LOT of things. I HATE TO GO TO IKEA, without proper transport. :/ hadda lug back 2 ginormous Ikea plastic bags. and i spent on things i barely needed. AH. neh mind. lugged the stuff to queensway to buy stuff. i bought the small bottle i have but it's hot pink. SUPER ADORABLE LUHH! haha. and tay got her dunks, bottles, shorts. TMD. they didnt have red fbts. MEOW. ):

AHH. today's the finals. and i'm not going to the stadium. RAHH.
)): i'm so unhappy luhh. and. i'm sorry i wasted a ticket. ):

went to the doc yesterday and he gave me eye cream for night and eye drops. i asked for an mc although i didnt really need it.
i went to school today. although i really dont know why i went.
SCHOOL: bio pracs. i was feeling high, stonned, lethargic.
so i told joogal i wanted a pink slip to GO HOME! yay!
i told him about my eyes and my mc. so i went home! AFT 4 periods in school.
HAHA. they were all damn jealous! i'm sorry for pang seing all of you.
but i'm really tired luhh.

SO HERE I AM. home!
YAY!
haha. i'm gonna mug for econs now. i dont get no shit about it.
MEOW.
and i'll go do math. yay! heh. slack day man.

2007-01-28T09:39:00.000+08:00

cass was super sweet.
last night she sent me a text saying
"bao, i miss you."

i think i replied right? HAHA.
cass i miss you too!!!

we'll go out on thursday alrights?
and i'll get you smth on valentine's day! or i'll go out with you on that day luh.
HAHA. i miss you a lot too!!

<3

SJI!

2007-01-27T10:16:00.001+08:00

SJI = Senior Junior Interaction!

we got wet, got dunked, got cold,
AND I, got sick ):

MEOW.

but it was fun thoughh.
HAHA. we sat at the corridor sitting like POWs
AND ATE PIZZA.
changed and showered and thenn, HOMMED!
i ran in the rain with cat high friend's jacket. HAHA.
and he scolded me for not wearing it properly.
but anw! thanks for the jacket! (: IT KEPT ME DRY!

went to work place, and got my pay slip!
WHOOOTS! i have 380! YAY YAY YAY!

went home, showered and slept.
in the middle of sleep, i started coughing.
so, i woke up, and coughed somemore.
and i vomited. HAHA. disgusting right.
AND I VOMITTED SOME MORE. haha.
i vomitted my dinner. ew. i didnt know i could vomit so much.
and i'm not bulimic luhh. i was sick.
texted in the middle of the night aft i puked.
he's sick too! and he's mad luh. work last night, playing today?!

OH WELLS!
sorry i couldnt come. gramm's birthday's tmr and i gotta finish all my work today. catch up with tutorials, chem, and all the shitty crap.

SORRY!
will try to come some other day ya?

TILL THENN, i'm showering and gonna mug.

SJI!

2007-01-27T10:16:00.000+08:00

is EMO the 'IN' word now?

2007-01-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

everyone's getting EMO. like WTH. alrights. i'm aching from last training, and the trainings before. TSK. and they were commenting on how brown/red my hair was. (in the sun)

cas intro-ed me an emo song by rascal flats. it rocks and now, it's singing in my head. the lyrics are super sad and the video's mega emo.

ok. saturday was an ALL OUT from morning till night day. morning, training at mac ritchie, then towned to see what's wrong with my phone but i didnt hand my phone for servicing. cause i needed it. cass met me at wheelock and it poured like CRAP ): and cass wanted ben and jerrys. so we walked from wheelock to the nearest 65 bus stop. the zebra crossing was super flooded. till ankle deep. but i didnt know that till i stepped in. AND, my slippers floated away :S and the taxi stopped for me, so that i could pick my slipper and run across to the other side. EMBARRESSING! cass had to walking in that shit too. and her dunks were like SOAKED. AHAHHA. BUT IT WAS FUN!

BEN AND JERRY's and we ate our favourite, mango and lime sobet. (: with choco fudge and rapsberry yoghurt? yeah. it was sinful but neh minds. we train right? HEHE. thanks for the treat! (: at least i got you a $2 bottle of water ya?

was supposed to get fbts with cass but it was getting late and i had a dinner date at 6. BUT, anw, i was being a nice and cute bun, i went to queensway with her, bought fbts and i hadta fly to town for og dinner.

walked damn fast to heeren and to the village and met the og. I WAS SUPER LATE. one and a half hours late? but neh mind la hor? at least i was there? ate, then pooled at marina? WAITED at the bus stop outside DXO for 77. AND I SAW PEOPLE!

saw eunica, long, and eyecandy? haha. i told long that eyecandy's damn cute. and long told me that she was a player ): aww.. but i still like her. but she can afford to be a player cause she's hot rightt? HAHA. bussed with augustine, and edwin. reached back at 1217. mummy was nagging like shit. but i managed to get pass that (: YAY! i'm such a rocker. HAHA.

school tmr. UGH. it's late and i've not finished my chem tutorials. was supposed to mug the whole day. but i slept half of it away. MEOW. i'll stay up luhh. i've gotta read up my bio. or i'll be lost again. ahh. i'm tiredd...

but ming tian is a happy day rightt? everyday's a happy day!

WAN AN. but i'm going to go back to mug.
oh and yes. watch this video and tell me that it's an emo shit.
HAHAHA.
i'll post the lyrics too.

Rascal Flatts Lyrics
What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

too close for comfort

2007-01-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

McFly

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget, and yes, I regret all these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving me,
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes;
I watch as you cry, but it's getting late

(Chorus)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort, driving you home?
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me?
Now that I find that you've changed your mind, I'm lost for words,
And everything I feel for you, I wrote down on one piece of paper,
the one in your hand
You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go

(Chorus Two)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort, driving you home
'Cuz I'll never know, ooh, yeah

All this time, you've been telling me lies,
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,
And when I asked you, I knew I was right,
But if you turn your back on me, now,
When I need you most,
But you chose to let me down, down, down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?

(Chorus Three)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in, yeah, yeah, yeah-ah
What was I just about to discover?
And I got too close for comfort, driving you home
Guess I'll never know

2007-01-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

damn. i'm emo.

were we meant to torment each other like this?

2007-01-13T11:10:00.000+08:00

you've got me all confused.

when you're around,

i'm not myself.

HELLOSS!
i'm an emo wreck. how's that? i'm feeling crappy and crazy. (:
i wanna get my fred perry bag! but, i also wanna get my leather bag. i love brown worn leather bags. they're so nice and cool. dont you think so too?

yesterday was a horridly slack day. lectures, lectures, so boring that i fell asleep. the math teacher was funny. but it couldnt stop me from dozing off. sorry. was supposed to stay to watch click in school. and dine with the OG at holland. but i didnt want to really stay. so, headed to town to collect my specs. trained with wei yi. and saw berna and shurong on the way. so we stopped at tiong, ate tom yam yew mian! and i could blow out all my mucus! so, the moral of the story is, eat tom yam when you've got a flu! it works. serious! berna and shurong thinks it's disgusting. haha. and tiong's sweet talk sucks now. ): go try it yourself if you dont believe me.

headed to school, met hong hong and ner (: talked to mrs lim for a while. bitched a lil about school again. i'm kinda sick of telling the same story to everyone. haha. i should find another more intersting one to tell! (: HAHA. anw, took 65 to town and to shaw centre to collect my specs. the lady reminded me not to lose my specs again. (: i hope i wont. i dont wanna come up with money again /:

walked around and went to borders to stone. the couch was so comfy! i drifted in and out of sleep in that chair! and i didnt wanna get out of it to take a book cause i didnt want people to steal it! so selfish right. haha. but ya. so i just stonned and stonned. and i texted people when i was stonning. haha, and kept telling them to come save me. anw, stopped stonning at around six. walked over to wisma to wait for rah. went to gio junior! :D so cute luh the stuff there! AND I LIKE THE JACKETS THERE! and the shirts are so cute! I LIKE! haha.

to harbour with rah to meet joy to give her famous amos. homed with mabel. (: DONT BE SAD! you've only a few more months to put up with it!
went over to my old work place to say hi! (: haha and he missed me luhh. haha. this was how yesterday went by. today, i'm not sure what i'm gonna do. i still wanna get my bag (:

and cass! NEXT WEEK! (:

sick bunny.

2007-01-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

it's been the fourth day since my flu ): i'm still snorting like a pig XD hahah.
school's been a little better. and i've changed my stream! (:
YAY! and my sister says that my combi's weird. it is la. i mean who else will be so moronic to take the comb like mine..

and my comb's like this
H2 BIO
H2 CHEM
H2 ECONS
H1 MATHS.
and the rest's the norm. YEAHH.

and shan. i miss you like crap.
crashed cj ystd. you dont wanna know WTH happened. cause it's embarressing.
but it was exhilarating. so exciting! SO, if you want cheap trills, PLEASE CRASH CJ.
that teacher was a biatch i tell you. HATE HER. :S

but it's a good thing to be in cj anw, you'll have THOUSAND-FOLDS OF FUN.
cause you know like half the people there. and it's rockin' in there. ): no like....
it's not that it wasnt fun in ac.. it's justt.. different.
met mad, cass, loads of people, and we had supper together. (:
i felt emo last night cause of mou mou ren. and cause i miss you HEN DUO.
i miss the times we had train rides tgt. and yesterday made me feel better! (:
dont peel the paint off your face. i wont want you if you're ugly!
and you said if no one wants me you'll want me righttt?? hehehhehe.

cant wait to go out again with you NEXT WEEK! you make me happy!
and,
i can tie my hair up already! (: yay! i'm going to tie my hair up ming tian.
it's raining. and it's COLDD.. i'm gonna get my bag tmr! SO EXCITING!
and wo yao collect my specs. the one i paid through my own pockett :/
but anw! (: i'm happy. now i'm not THATT. BROKE. cause daddy topped it up.!
YAY!
ok. i havta sleep cause wo hen lei!

OH WELLSS.. i'll stop crapping.
WAN AN!

i don't feel like i'm the only one.

2007-01-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

when you said that we shouldn't meet up so often, it made me really sad. cause i didnt want to let go of what we had together. it made me tear. it felt like i just experienced a break up.

day 1 of orientation sucked. i hated it. i was super sad. it really made my day when i met up with you guys. i mean, i really felt like myself when i was with you. but, with the OG, i didnt know how i should've reacted or said anything. we just couldnt click. and it broke my heart. i felt really unhappy.

i'm sorry for making you feel sad too. i'm sorry i made your heart hurt when i started tearing. but i couldnt help it. cause the loss was too great. i couldnt let go. i couldnt bear to let go. baby, i hope you'd always be by my side. but i know this aint gonna be possible. thanks for the 3 hugs you gave me. it comforted me. thanks for being the shoulder i know i can lean on anytime. and a listening ear 24/7.

please tell me that this is gonna stop. and we could turn back time. stop the pain, stop the hurt, let be go back to the past.

or else, please promise that this wont get any worse. i want it better. better than today. PROMISE? pinky promise?

babe, i'm waiting for friday. i love you!

baby, no one has ever made me feel this way

2007-01-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

i quit my job. and i feel sore abt it. it's 2007. late greetings for the new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

baby, i feel like i'm being toyed. and i dont wanna be your play thing! am i the only one on your mind or are there any others? and we dont even know each other well enough. am i just another eye candy? i dont feel that much for you yknow. but, what you do to me makes me confused. what i've heard has made me think that i'm not the only one. i felt really cheated yknow. but whatever. you'll text me if you want to. i wont be the one to make the first move.

school's starting tmr. i'm skeptical about it. i'm like TSK. although i kinda miss wearing the school u, but i dont wanna go back to school. i'd miss everyone at work. but quitting is also a good thing. you'll never know what has happened to me at work unless you really see it yourself. it's... ARGH sometimes.

cass tells me to be careful. she says it's dangerous! HAHA. but i hope i put your mind at ease now that i've quit. babe, i'll miss you like crap. i'll miss train rides with you, and all the things we do aft school. bubble tea, bus rides... MEOW. i want you with me!

it's crap to say that my love life will be a beautiful picture.
IT'S LIKE DOGGIE'S POO.
oh fuck.

take a look at THIS.

2006-12-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

i think it's offensive.

i mean, i dont like smokers. but i think that's offensive.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
it's offensive

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
the words.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i dun give a ..

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
HAHA.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i put that up to offend smokers

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
i dare you to buy it and wear it in town.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i dare

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
ok.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
i'll date you out one day and you'll strut in town w that.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
set?

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i buy me that shirt

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
set

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
from?

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
jp

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i think

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
jurong point?

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
the one that prints shirts?

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
ok.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
ya

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
if i cant find it then i'll print one for you.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
what's your size?

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
seriously?

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
u're mad

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
i'm ultra serious!

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
dun waste ur money la

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
im a good fren

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
hey. you said set.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
haha set

and then, he chickened out.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
man. dont cheat me.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
watcha want me to do in orchard man

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
walk in front of e smokers

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
uh huh.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
hey look at my shirt

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
thats for u?

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
no la.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
haha

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
just walk arnd town w that shirt.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
that's all.

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
u're seriously mad

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
HAHA

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i was kidding la

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i mean i dare to

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
but not so bo liao

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
ok.

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
then do it!

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i said im not bo liao

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
haha

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
second thought

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i'll get whacked up

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
hehe

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
heeyyy..

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
ok

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
u win again

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
arr!

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution is inviting you to start Minesweeper Flags. Do you want to accept (Alt+C) or decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
heyyy..

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
set means set luhh..

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i hate to go town

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
heeyyyy. set means set luhh..

GEHUI ; majong? i want apple juice.!! babe, i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white. says:
you cant make empty promises

«« Łįνεяρύđŀїαπ™»» rafalution says:
i can go out for lunch

i really want him to do the dare. i'm not being sick. it's just that he's being a lil cocky. dont you think?

i'm not your ordinary bride, decked in white.

2006-12-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

ok. let's see. on sunday?

the night before i didnt have enough sleep. i guess my sleeping routine's screwed! i slept at 10, woke up at 11 thinking that it was 7. sis woke me up to talk to sis, and i went

"HEEELLOOO? who's this?"

and she told me that it was already 11. and i was supposed to go w her to do her brows. and i was feeling tired. so i didnt shower. gross right. but aiyers. who cares. i still smelt nice. so to little india to do brows, NELed, bused, home, showered, changed, went to jurong country club to meet cousins.

uncles, aunties, mummy, daddy KTVed for like SIX frigging hours. i couldnt stand even like 5 mins in the room. so, played table soccer w cousin, then pooled.

I'M SUCH A ROCKER LUH.

i swear i've improved on my game. i can break balls properly already. baby, be proud of me! (: and i won zhong han! OMG. HAHA. and chongzheng played 9 balls w me. he practically cleared all the balls for me. but he missed the 9th ball. HAHA!! so i did. i sank it! :D so i won!! WHEE! hahaha. YAY!!

i'm super doooper happy cause i beat the guys!! (: but they left to play lan and then i was all alone ): but at least they felt guilty to leave my alone la. but anw, i played pool myself, sinking solid, and coloured like how 2 people would play. i sank them damn nicely! TYCO! :DD the people for the next slot came and i dont wanna say what happened. it's draggy.

dinner.

saw gwenny at the club! (: YAY! ILOVEYOU!

the cousins arcaded, then they got bored. AND! they agreed to pool again! we should have played pool from the start! the parents wanted to home early ): so we wasted our $$. ANW! partner and i won! whee! (: we're damn rocker. and i got that damned 8 in luh. HAHA.

partner's at KL for a game. stay safe! pool kakis, we're going to play again on the 30th. i <3 my kakis.

TODAY!

SA with elaine, towned, saw many many people,

>>>> insert. DEL'S WITH ME!! OMG OMG OMG! I'M GONNA BE WITH ENGAGEMENT! <33

i bought my shorts and a DC shirt at a steal. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE! but i spent like quite a lot. more window shopping. HK cafe at cine and saw more people. :/ this is what happens when you town.

AH. i dont know what to blog anymore.
i wanna shower.

OH OH. I'M DATING YOU ON TUESDAY. REMEMBER??
i'm dating YOU.

HAPPY 3 FRIENDS!

i cant wait. but now, i'm gonna go shower. sleep and tmr's gonna be my happy day!

:D

cloudy just knows how to make me smile

2006-12-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

SHE SAYS THAT;

pancake smiley + butter + maple syrup = happy 3 friends

baby, my favourite picture.

2006-12-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

HAHA. so sweet rightt?

oh wells. i tell you it's optical illusion.

today i went out with qianhua and elaine. we went to wisma where i ate yew mian at the same stall and headed to the cathay later. we went to ben and jerry's and i got my mango sobert! (:

i saw this i suppose, bung there and she had nice dunks! the band was on audition and i wrote on the serviette, HEY! I THINK YOUR DUNKS ARE NICE! (: and passed it to her. she replied THANK YOU! and aft that, she and her friends were like checking me out. i think i should have continued the convo yknow. it was kinda awkward. actually, i kinda regret it. but if we had fate, we'll see each other again. (: but i kept harping on it the whole journey luh. i mean... ):

elaine and i went to bukit timah to play pool. i think pool was bad today. i played like crap. i was so embarressed. i missed cues, couldnt hit straight, and i was horrid. ): it was worse than the last time. left yikai and weijie to play together and headed to elaine's place for more pool.

pool there was better! but she still trashed me. ugh. i'll improve i swear. :/ baby, you bust my ego luh.

i'm tired. but i'm meeting cassy my cloud tmr!! so i'm happy! (: and caro tooo... YAY! BUT I'M WORKING SR AGAIN TMR. tired.. ): ah wells. i'm gonna shower!